arghhhh!!!!tired!!!!

Juz came back from shopping, wiv my aunt....

Early in the morning, went to shah alam juz for facial at my aunt's office, then 4 o'clock she had released from work....then, hehehe, shopping!!!!of coz, i'm oni for window shopping, bankrap edi....got no money!!!!

Neway, u know, shopping is girl's ability...still bought sumthing though, borrow from my aunt first....new year oni i return her using my ang pau money....sobbing.....bought a make up based n loose powder in sasa, cost me rm90++, n free a small case, hehe....actually at my aunt's office, she bought sumthing for me, that's mascara from revlon n a perfume wiv gold dust...oh man, i juz will lose control seeing all these cosmetics, especially the limited edition from revlon, they r juz sooooooo nice.....money, wer r u?????hopefully i got enuf money before they r sold out coz my aunt told me they oni be produced once, dat's y they r limited....if finish stock means no more le.....*sweat*...but they r seriously very very nice.....

well, juz a quick update here, will go out to hav supper together wiv my aunt later before she's going home.....whee!!!!!!!^_^

I'm tired!!!!!!shopping is tiring, agree??!

放下

终于，我终于放下了。。。

心动

今天醒来，一打开电视，天映频道正播着由梁泳琪和金城武领导主演的“心动”。就这样坐下来看了。。。

很少有文艺片会让我有这么深的感触。记得我看‘星愿’时，我在任贤齐对着张柏芝读着那本日记时，哭得很惨。女主角哭了，我也哭了。。。第一次发现，自己的泪腺可以这么发达。。。那时只是满满的感动及感伤。

这次看‘心动’，没有流泪，只是，心里是满满的感触。故事述说十七岁的小柔如何与十九岁的浩君相爱。懵懵懂懂的他们走过爱的禁区，却在一场误会下分手了。为什么导致分手的，都是‘误会’。。。过了好些年后，在日本重遇，当晚他们又再一次让爱火重燃。但第二天男的却告诉她，他在日本结婚了，妻子竟是小柔高中的好朋友。我看就先告诉这么多，有兴趣的朋友可以尝试去找一找‘心动’这部片子。

与其说这部片子是部很闷的文艺片，不如说它是最真的生活。编剧就这样赤裸裸地把人类的七情六欲摆在幕前。以外人的角度看这故事，你也许觉得很闷，但以当事人的角度话，它是何等的乱。

又让我想回一切了，想他，想到学校的走廊，没有人的角落，地铁站的梯阶，九点多的lrt。。。当回忆碰上执著，就是自己活该。。。明年如果见到他的话，我要用什么心态去面对他？曾经爱过的人？伤我最深的人？还是，毫无相干的人？

call me a lazy girl...hahha...

wow, slept for sooo long these few days...i think my daily routine has mixed up, i'm now leading a very unhealthy life style...sleep very late then wake up very late....man, i woke up at twelve these few days....gdness....the more i sleep, the more sleepy i felt....

Well, i'm very sien n bored dis few days as there is very less activities for me....let c wad i hav done after christmas eve....

Christmas, stay at home for the whole day, on9 till midnite...suddenly get caught by billy.He asked me out for movie tml as his fren ffk him....so oklo, since he needs a girl urgently n he willing to treat me, so i juz out lo....haha....ya, evening, went money's house for yoga...hehe..at least this is the only healthy thing dat i'm still doing....

Boxing day,cwatched Alien versus Predator 2..hmm....no comments actually...juz a normal movie, the story line doesn't reli impress me though....

Today, 27....woke up at 12pm....got chai's msg around 1pm, will meet up wiv him n sean n school n go for lunch together...well, since i'll out again today so called up my junior to pass him my stpm books...he's working in sg.wang though...so we went to low yat for lunch...discussed sumthing....hmm....no comments...then went back....the traffic juz so terrible...monorail worse, got no idea y so many ppl.....After reached home, went to money's house again for yoga....wakka...gd, at least today both of us showed some improvement, n i reli feel tired now...means it works, hahaha.......

sigh, sumthing bad is happening on me now... y la he's so serious??i juz wan to leave everything inside der, nvr bring it out.....OH MAN, DIS FEELING IS DAMN SCARY!!!!!!

~One Nite In MAISON~

Well, celebrated the christmas at maison laz nite....n it was fun...haha, i went there juz for 3 purposes:

1:countdown
2:celebrating ws's birthday
3:n dancing, not drinking....hahaha....hav to pandai pandai jaga ourself, if not rugi easily....

Haha, yesterday we reached maison too early edi, first group entering was us...sit der cam-whore, chit-chating n eating...again the photoes r not in my hp as i din bring my hp down, very dangerous..

Then met my anata, chiling, hahahha, wiv yannie, kah yan n mei foong, all ex-titiwangsa-ian. cam-whore for a while...They said wanna make me drunk coz first time clubbing(wiv frens)..haha, of coz not coz i din drink n wont drink oso...wakakka....

Me n kelly wait n wait but y stil no ppl dance geh???so bored....k....wait for another minutes....finally, me,kelly n all my titiwangsa frens went dancing, warm up the dancing floor first..Ya, it becomes hotter after a while as more ladies r cuming up...well, dat's oni fun wad...

We stayed until 3am leh, wow, man, cannot tahan...long time nvr stay till dat late oredi, n my mom's juz keep calling me thru my fren's phone....actually she dunno i went clubbing at dat moment,dis morning oni knew, hahha......but i said we all very 'guai', we din drink....hahah.....

K, go home finally.....n my mom reli waiting for me, of coz not wiv a broom in hand standing outside the gate, haha.....as long as i go home then it's ok le....Parents juz like dis, i understand..^_^

Hmm, dis year christmas anything special?well, it's juz so so for me besides went clubbing finally wiv my frens n stay till dat late, everythings juz normal.i remember laz year i celebrated it at my hometown wiv my cousin wer we went church, we sing n we laugh; dis year we went maison, we dance n we laugh...hahahha....kinda diff huh....

Lastly, i would like to wish all of u, merry christmas n happy new year, happy always ya....^_^
n sorry for those who i nvr reply their wishes thru msges as my credit is running low, so sorry... hope dat my warmest regard can be sent to u guys thru the air...^_^~MERRY CHRISTMAS~

需要你

读着这篇文章时，请选择伍家辉的‘需要你’为背景音乐。。。feel才会恰到好处。。。

温习自己的部落格，从2004年到最近的。。。感觉从最当初游走到今天，从最感性的自己变成多了理性的自己，看着自己的想法慢慢转大人，不再像以前那么天真。三年，虽然过得很快，但有些感觉还是很真实。。。

Archieve:2004>2005>2006>2007(jan>april>may>jun>...>dec)。。。july，august，和september, 我delete了二十多封post，skip了那三个月的故事，一个我梦寐以求的故事，但却遇上了错的人。。。

还有几天，2007就要挥手告别了。。。2008的我会遇见什么人？发生什么事？

还有，昨天终于将心里不确定的感觉告诉了money，忘了她告诉我什么。。。只是知道，‘不知不觉’可以这么可怕。。。还不敢确定自己的感觉是如何，也许只是心理作怪。。。再观察一阵子吧。。。哈哈，很好笑，我还记得以前我说过我不喜欢帮他买午餐的感觉。。。现在总结来看，都不懂要如何归类以前对他和现在对他的感觉了。。。

从旧文章sort了一些自己觉得颇有意思的句子。。。刮弧为文章标题。

~没有眼耳鼻舌的爱情，只剩下身，它的触刺，不会让你只流一滴血。。。（有意思）

~选择，到底是一种舍去的残酷还是获得的慈悲？（有意思）

~离别并不恐惧，它只是让你发现，你还是孤单的。。。（离别）

~静下心来，想一想：“既然放弃了，就别再执著了，祝福她吧！”，莞尔一笑，才发现我真的可以做到。。。（原来。。。）

~这就是人类永远跨越不了的极限--时间。（过期小说）

~如果当初有不顾一切的勇气，今天的我就不会失去那么多。。。（心情篇）

~hardly for me to throw them away~

i said i wanna clean up my room especially my table rite after my exam....But 2007 is going to end soon, n i still haven clean up yet n my room is damn dirty...

Juz now throw some of my previous working sheets....actually hardly to throw them away....Text bks, will keep for a while first as my juniors hav promised to get it from me....wad about the others like tuition notes, seminar notes...i juz hardly to throw them away....how?

Even some of my pmr reference bk i still keep it, same goes to my spm reference bks as well. juz feel dat even though i hate them coz they has tortured me enuf, but still, lying beside them study till late nite for days, i juz cant throw it away juz like dat...ohhh!!!!LCY, they r juz books okay??!!

Well, will think again whether should throw them away juz like dat or keep them till i feeling like wanna get rid of them.....

MY ROOM STILL VERY MESSY AR!!!!!!!

2 in 1

Went for interview juz now....as a promoter in lazo diamond company, based in the mall, pwtc.....will start working from 1/1/2008 onwards...

dunno will regret or not as i nvr thought to becum promoter b4, i wish to find those kind of job that makes me learn new things like nurse, make up artict n so on...n actually my dream job is lounge bar singer but it's not easy i know...well, nvm la, promoter in lazo diamonds can learn bout diamonds, gemstones n platinum oso....if we wan to survive in dis society nowadays, we muz confront n follow the flow n the trend, follow the heart is rather hard to survive i think....

well, dis is life, wer we hav n need to choose the path dat u might think u would nvr step on....but future, who knows....it's all unpredictable...dat's wad making our life adventureous....neither like it or hate it....juz accept n gain experience thru everything dat we hav done....

Although i haven start working yet, but started to feel dat studying still the best wer u need not to worry anything, ur job r juz study well, exam, school activites, being a gd student n gd child....but when u start working, ur job is dealing wiv the SOCIETY, wer becuming a gd employee n gd citizen is very concern, i'm still the eldest sis in dis family...

well, all i hope is i can mix well wiv my collegues-soon-to-be n deal wiv all the expensive stuff.....n hope to gain sum new experience from it oso....^_^....n final wish, earn money to buy my ever first platinum necklace...lolz, can get staff price wad.....hahaha....


#最近好像没什么心情blog, 这几天写的都有种草草了事的感觉。发生了什么事？最近的心情也不是那么漂亮，总感觉有些事情变了，一些意料之外的事。但变了就是变了，机会不会一直在自己这里，每个主角都会有落幕的机会。以前闹得沸腾腾的事，现在也轮不到我做主角了。不过，我知道这只是过渡期，心里会酸也是一阵子的事罢了，一切就顺其自然吧。。。

~genting trip~

The next day after back from my hometown, i went to genting together wiv 5 of them(chai, sean, ws, kelly n jeffrey)....damn, i'm so tired, but it's worth coz i met them finally after away from kl for almost 10 days...

Hehe, i better let the photoes tell the story....actually still got lots of nice nice photoes but it's in kelly's camera....


~ws n i, inside the bus heading to genting....

~ws, kelly n i, inside the cable car....

~sean, chai n jeffrey, the boys......

~n the girls, ws, kelly n i.....

~at nite, b4 the movie start, we went to hang out for a while....i luv this photo.....

Har, finish edi ar?wah, the photo reli very few wor...so sorry lo...

Actually most of the time we stayed inside the room n play card....eat, then chit-chating....we din enter the theme park as the weather was not so nice, so we use the ticket for buffet instead....well, we're greedy again, left quite lots of sotong....opps, so guilty....africa kids oso no fd to eat leh....

n hor, somebody lo, especially the boy, so naughty, keep fooling us wiv the ghost story....at nite, reli hardly to fall asleep....plus the song from chai's hp....i thought is wad, but the song very scary la, especially at night....

Then the next day we went to sushi king for lunch b4 going back....well, i ate a lot, for these two days, hahaha.....

Hehe, haven finish yet, at night still got activity....after came down from genting, i went to kelly's house, sean n chai went back home, ws went for interview....on9, surfing net till around 9pm, we went to kaki corner for dinner....n there r two singers perform dat nite....we dedicated sum songs...they sang very well, serious...then inside the toilet, met one of them, n chat for a while...u know, we're very supportive...we r the laz one who leave....lounge bar singer, my dream job......^_^

reached home about one...n guess wad, i spot a letter for me...n it's from strawberry, it's a christmas wishing card....i was sooooooo suprised as nowadays few ppl or i supposed to say ppl no longer will send card thru post ...

i think dat's the disadvantages of being so high-tech as ppl tends to forget the old trandition which i found is very meanigful...ya, dun u guys think dat dat was meaningful where u write wiv ur own hand n post it rather than u use ur thumb to press....miss her a lot though....^_^

~penang trip~

Well well, i went to pantai remis first, n overnite at my cousin place before go to taiping...ermmm....supposed penang rite?ya, but go to taiping juz to meet up wiv my aunt n fetch my grandparents...

Then is a long long journey heading to penang.....


~reached the hotel....waiting for my dad n aunt to check in....me n my younger brothers...it's weird wearing jeans pants wiv flip-flip but due to the injured on my foot, i cant wear sneakers or sport shoes first....

~me, before going to 'uptown'.....'uptown' is a club in penang...first time ever clubbing is wiv my parents....lolz....

~inside the pub....i think the youngest fella is me...dislike kl one....underage oso enter illegally....hahaha....

~my grandparents n i....

~wow. batu ferringgi....i din go into the sea....haha, juz walking around n sit on the rocks....

~another random pic dat i think is erm.....artistic??hahahah.....

~mommy n daddy......

~my cousin n i...

~wow....same generation.....my cousinzzzz.....

~dis parrot is sooooo cute....n it doesn't scare of human beings at all.....play wiv it for a while....wakkaka......

~a book i got from a temple...not kek lok si ok....forgot wad's the temple called....'making life meaningful'....

~'tortoise pool' in kek lok si....

~my brothers n i....

So, dat's all for my penang trip.kinda bored huh.......lolz....neway, as long as i went to the beach....haha....hav to stop here as i'm not feeling well after the 4 hours journey from perak to kl....later gonna unpacked my luggage from perak then hav to pack again for tml genting trip wiv my sji frens...looking forward to dat.....^_^.....

guyish??girlish??which one am i belong to?

Yesterday went for chinese medic to treat my skin disorder(kononnya...), haha, is to treat my face, coz no more stress but my skin still dun show any result.(i stop eating junk fd, sweet stuff, fried fd, seafd, exercise everyday, but still hardly to sleep early, sweat...)

U guys know wad the doctor said?he said my attitude like a boy, everything rush rush rush, like to make decision faster, dislike those 'ceh ha ceh ha' behavior, wan to do the best once i hav decided to do, so i worry a lot n press myself a lot, plus the stress from stpm. As a consequence, hormone imbalance....

I answered:" uncle, r u a fortune teller or a doctor?", n he juz laugh.then he wrote a recipe for me, all the 'yok choi'....he said:"this formula 30% is for ur skin, 70 % is to balance up ur hormone level",i answered:"after i drank it, will i becum more girlish?", lolz, again we laugh....

Then i start thinking, am i very 'guyish'?i asked my bro this ques, they answered me 'YES'....WAD??IZZIT SERIOUS??????!!!!

k, i admit, i'm quite 'big-action' sometimes...but that's me wad.being too girlish juz not like me...haha, so how?

well, juz be myself....ya, BE MYSELF!!!!!

~finally...~

I can get on9 finally, but not always....i'm now at my neighbour's shop using their computer to access to the internet....it's sooooo slow, got no idea wad's the server they r using.....

Well, juz back to my hometown for few days, was away to penang for vacation.It's all about fun...However one thing very sayang is i was flu, so got no chance to taste all the nice fd at penang, fd dat i ate juz tasteless.....sobbing, wad a waste....

Haha, Penang...u guys guess wad, i went clubbing together wiv my parents....haha, ya, first time ever clubbing was wiv my parents, n wad i've got dat nite?i found dat i'll die of lung cancer if i continue stay der...lolz....besides, went to Batu Feringgi, a place dat full of memory where i met wiv Tsunami in year 2004, then went to kek lok shi, n some other places....Neway, my focus was on the beach....i'm juz so in luv wiv seaside...

Then start my holiday life in my hometown....feel very sien n bored...wad i am planning to do?go jogging at the taiping lake early in the morning, then go for yoga lesson on the afternoon(the fees is very cheap, rm8 per class, one hour roughly), then read some bks, astro, n mahjung-ing wiv my brother...i think dat's wad i'm going to do as my daily routine within des ten days......

Will update all the photoes when i back to kl, very slow over here....sorry......:p

~boredom~

Online for the whole morning, my frens almost all haven update their blog, few ppl on9...sigh....think they all go celebrate, or else still sleeping....so sien while waiting for my dad to cum back.......

Well, at last finish packing my stuff which i wanna bring for vacation...not many, juz one big bag, n one small bag n few books...haha, dun call me bookworm neway, without gaining inner knowledge i guess i would die of 'starving'....lolz.....:p


~dis is the consequence of not wearing thicker socks while skating+still skate for second round even though injured....sob sob, once i think of i gotta take bath later, i'm going to cry.....very pain...:'(

~stuff dat i brought....a pink colour cap, two own bks, hehe, will get another one from money later...cant live without reading, except school text bks...lolz....

Well, think will feel sien at hometown, so fren, if any one of u kena my sms juz plz teman me for a while ya...haha....i'm so bad, forcing they all sms wiv me....lolz....

N chai chai(opps, get influenced by ws, haha) when u cum to kampar muz call me k??MUZ wor...haha....i'll bring u to the zoo taiping n teach u how to play mahjong if u cum visiting me,enuf kaki edi, plus my two brothers, hahaha...:p

tagged!!!!!

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. wonderful life
2.wonderful life
3.wonderful life
4.wonderful life
5.wonderful life

(if u ever get a wonderful life, wad else u wish for?^_^)

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS:
yeow li jia

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
1. quiet sometimes
2. go crazy when it's time
3. sporty
4. a gd leader (head girl wei, no kidding)
5. helpful

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
er.....spent one nite together in school?i mean during the mooncake festival....hahaha...

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
erm, no wor....sorry, i couldn't remember....

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
wow, i'm normal plz.....hahaha....

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
hmm.....dunno...nvr think of dis b4...

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. nic. chai
2. may sing
3. li sha
4. chee kien
5. john
6. stanley soh
7. erica chin
8. felix
9. who else....
0. Those who wanna do this!

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
lolz, no idea, long time din meet up wiv her tho....

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
who is the who else??lolz....

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?haha, no idea who is the who else...

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
haha, they not even know each other....n i dun think they r gay...

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
f6

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
juz now...

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
ya, i think so....as a part-timer

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
no guah....he nvr told me b4...n his bro still small, wakakka...

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
haha, we r bro-sis, kononnya....he is a nice fren tho....^_^

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
lolz, another nice fren of mine, he got gf edi la....hahaha

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yes she does..

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3?
Through my fren...know more thru blog...^_^

AND NO.4?
through fren, becum closer after the sji campfire, hahaha....

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
setiawangsa

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
we r classmate

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
haha, sorry john......lolz......

juz a quick update...

Well, juz a quick update, coz somebody miss my article...lolz, ya,i'm perasan-ing, juz forget about dat...haha....

So happy coz science students left one paper to go, same thing goes to me, wakaka, after tuesday, i merdeka edi....yeah!!!!will go ice-skate after dat...Fiu, dat day sure very tired after reaching home, but still hav to pack my things coz the following day will go for vacation, looking forward to dat...hehe....^_^

And another sad thing, i spent lotos of time outing wiv my parents, on9-ing instead of study....cham la.....wed went for movie rite after chem 2; thurs relax for the whole day; friday went to shah alam juz to do a facial at my aunt place, then went to klang; sat, okla, still got study sum stuff, at nite went to my aunt's place having steamboat.....then sleep around 12-2am every MORNING....exhausted....juz not in the mood to study, feeling like finish examing edi.....sobbing.....luckily yesterday my dad dun allowed me to follow my cousin watch 'enchanted' at one u, if not, i think now i still sleeping, hahahha......

Lolz, ntg inspire me to write for the time being, but still cum up n crap sumthing, lolz.....

N i luv the song, 'zombie'....make me think of 'someone rock'....lolz.....^_^....the song juz make me wan to sing....hahaha....