Tuesday, June 30, 2009

幸福

哗,终于忙完了一切一切。
第三学期终于在考完forensics imaging ospe paper那一秒宣告结束。我的第三学期也从此划下美丽的句点。
当然,结束了不代表忙完了一切。
第二天,七早八早就将东西搬去加影。单是把新家打扫干净也用了大家两天的时间。第二天因为有一些事情要搞并没有帮上任何忙的,少少惭愧tim~~~
其实,很喜欢新家的感觉。。。也许自己的家很乱,又窄,所以在新家睡了一晚后,真的由衷觉得‘这样才有家的感觉’。然后,星期天再带父母到新家过目过目,起码让他们相信,就算住在外面,我还是会把自己carry得很好,那他们才会放一百个心,不会再反对我在外面生活。

绕回主题,‘幸福’。刚刚看了朋友的blog,说着关于幸福的事。。。也许自己一直都在忙吧!忙学业,忙考试,final一完又开始做工了,真的都没挪出一点点的时间让自己真正的休息,也没想想‘幸福’这回事。还好在这个短短的假期总算有去了penang一趟。

认真想一想,其实我要得幸福还不是一样简单。。。
~肚子饿了,有碗‘辛辣’面。。。
~下雨天,就躲在被窝里睡觉。。。
~大热天,来个冰淇淋。。。
~闷了,就去游个泳。。。
n etc....哈哈,这样看来我做人还真的没什么要求的~

这样写意的生活要达成其实真的一点都不难。吃冰淇淋很难吗?睡觉也这样难meh?你看吧,要幸福其实都不难。
重点是自己如何把幸福定位,还有看你自己有没有发现。。。

今天的我挺幸福的,因为今天我睡到自然醒,还赖了半个小时的床,呆在家又有妈妈煮的菜,很幸福对吧!

说到冰淇淋,等下就去麦当劳吃他们家的香草口味冰淇淋。。。:]

希望可以带着这样的信念一直走下去,生活才会开心^^

Saturday, June 20, 2009

changes

#when u realize there's ntg can be cherished in ur life, then life isnt a life anymore.....#

Was meeting wiv my 'bro' yesterday n had a reli long and deep talk wiv him....suddenly the conversation made me think....am i on the right path?again the question pop out in my mind...

Well, after analyzing, i shudnt be worried actually. As compared 2 my precious life, this isnt making a prob for me anymore. Well, i'm studying the course i'm interested wiv which is forensic science, eventhough some subjects like Forensics IT killing me enough...(i still hav half of stack of notes which i haven touch n final is on next week!!!)However, i can c my future maybe 3 or 4 years later...No doubt, forensics scientist would be my first choice after i grad, n i believe all of us will get into that area as not much fresh grad from this course so far, less competitors, haha....

Wad was annoyed me was, am i reli gain 'anything' in my life?

Meeting after one year, he said i hav changed, not in a gd way, sadly to say....ok, besides physically 'gain weight'( my colleague once thought i'm pregnant!!!), mentally maybe knowledge regarding Forensics. However, inner beauty seems like nvr gain. Honestly, it's quite saddening when i heard this. Because i care very much how and the way people look at me, think about me n feel me. To make things clear, meaning standard has droped!! OMG!!i nvr realized it pun!!

So now, starting to gain something which i've been missing for one year.....such as??leadership(maybe), soft-skills, inner beauty(shud hav gain more knowledge regarding life than the solid knowledge we used to gain), physically as well (i muz get my weight back to normal, n try to be more girlish as i can be quite 'boy' n 'rude' sometimes)....wad else?errr, shud hav get one day n think about it seriously.....

I dunwan keeps on stepping on the same place, i muz move forward~~~

Saturday, June 13, 2009

i miss u~~

和别人看着戏,脑袋却在想着你~~
心情不好,我知道是贺尔蒙在作怪。。。
为什么你都不知道我在想什么?

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

forensics IT~

Second day of having IT class........man, it's reli killing me!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel that i hav learn a lot of things within these 2 days....from 10am to 1pm, then from 2.30pm to 4.30pm......However, when u ask me wad i hav learn...oh gosh, it seems the hardest ques u hav asked....i dunno wad i hav learnt....to summarize, i juz can roughly tell u that i hav learn this n that, but details i hav forgotten......my mind has fully saturated!!!!!!!n my head is in 'trauma' now~~~reli headache....it's true.....T.T

How to go for exam!!!!!!GOD, plz help me ar~~~~~

Thursday, June 04, 2009

moment in starbucks~~

Huhu~~~finally i'm here again.....now in ts starbucks on9-ing, as there is no wireless coverage at my hostel area....y so eager to on9???to download java for the upcoming software that i'm going to download for my Forensics Imaging n Forensics IT sub.

Well well, i hav started my 3rd sem. N hav go for lecture class twice.
First time isnt much things, Dr. KO just assign us some assignments to accomplish within 2 days.
Our assignments actually got ntg much to do....wad we need to do juz take photos as much as we can, roughly like 1k like dat wiv diff category...this seriously killing me when we r going to take photo in crowd place in order to get the crowd-ness...i was warned by the security guard in KLCC putra lrt station as we r taking pic without permission during peak hour. Well, we still get it done finally. N story start when the 2nd day has approached.

Juz for ur information, i hav nvr used photoshop b4. so i'm a noob in editing pic. However, second day of lecture class enough torturing me as we deal wiv photoshop for the whole lecture session.....at first reli killing me, i'm so freaking frus as i'm very slow at first..but finally still manage to catch up...it was fun actually when i hav crossed the barrier...fun in reconstructing crime scene, play wiv 'touch-up' n etc....hahha....well, tml will hav some small test....muz hav fully explore this software tonight...hehhee.....


~me wic spec look....ya, coz always face with computer for this short sem, so i hav to wear spec to reduce eye strain...i got no idea if it works....

~yong yong n ly.....

~Ps.......
Life without internet is miserable....seriously....so today we intentionally go to ts juz to on9!!!!sigh.....but one thing i'm enjoy is, we r living together now....the life is gd...^^hehhe....
Okie~~~hopefully the following days i can cope wiv everything, as Dr. himself also claim that Forensics IT is much tougher than Imaging, even our seniors said so....n we hav to finish this 2 subjects within 3 weeks n get our final done...wow, can imagine dat it's kinda rush for newbies like us as we nvr touched this 2 subs in our life b4....In a nutshell, we nvr touched things related wiv FORENSICS b4 we enter uni....
Well, finger crossed that all of us manage to handle all well soon...^^
P/S: hehe, i'm happy today as i met my 'aiya' sister in oldtown cafe juz now....miss her so much, n wad a coincidence chai was in lowyat.he came over n hav a short gathering wiv us...^^