Once in a blue moon

Suddenly have the urge to blog while am just wanna start to edit my thesis~~ Why i just cant finish the serious matter first~@.@ Well, nvm, i should have write something to 'sustain' my blog development ~~Haha, i feel guilty when i talk about 'development' because i dont take my blog as a diary but rather it is a place for me to keep some really special events, things and people that happened to pass by my life. So basically there is no development, or not much development.

First of all, something I'm obsessed with lately is the French manicure. Ya, i know French manicure is not a new thing for us. Somehow i only started to love it recently. Reason being during the last few weeks interview i have attended, in order to give the interviewer a good impression, i went for manicure in a nail salon in TS. I chose French because first my aunt suggest it and second it is indeed will create a elegant, classy and clean look. I used to be a fan of painting my nail black, dark blue, dark purple, dark red etc like so gothic, but as i aged (like i'm so old), i feel that is not really suitable for me anymore, and now i started to go for fancy color or baby soft color.

Below is the picture of my latest nail color which i have just painted last night. Mad love <3 <3 <3 However, it looks a lil messy and thick in real because i wanna get the pink even, so i have painted few layers. Besides, the white part painting is sooo hard because the brush head of my white lacquer is the bold (normal) type, so actually end up my fingers got the paint before i remove them with remover.

And final look is like this~~ =)))

 Secondly, is about cooking~~ I knew how to cook for years but i never really love to cook as i cook just because i want to eat, that's all. But recently, i have started to love it. Started to cook something different besides from chinese dish. Want to learn more western and middle east cuisine~=)) And i found out that to keep the broccoli still nice in its green or even wanna make it have a nicer green, is cook them in boiled SUGAR water, after take them out only add some table salt to enhance the taste. Besides, i also love to make salad nowadays. Have tried Garden salad and Caesar salad but sorry no pic available~~

And the picture below is the chicken omelet with carbonara spaghetti and mash potato onion salad~~=)

Next, i have permed my hair curl. I'm a lazy girl who put the least attention on my hair, and it appears as a hard routine for me to take care of the curl. T.T So everytime after i woke up from my cosy bed, my hair will in a mess and i seriously dun bother to set it, blow it or whatsoever~~@.@ So end up i always bun up my hair, to avoid myself look like a siao za bo~~ And now i know how important to have a nice hair, because frizzy and messy hair just not really make my day~~

Lastly, I'm going to grad!!!! Finally after 4 years of hardship~~gosh, it was already 4 years when i was enrolled to UKM but it's just like yesterday~~ Instead of saying time flies, i would like to say time teleports~@.@ Late night badminton at college just like yesterday and today i still can feel the arm pain, dance practice until late night just like yesterday that i can feel my bodyache today, chit-chating at cafe, at no.8 house, all the birthday-biess celebration etc just like they happened yesterday~ I hope our Nine Bonds relationship will always last~~ 4 years of friendship, so much memories~~ =')))

Ok, done blogging, now should have back to my thesis editing if i really want to grad, LOLX!! Have a nice day everyone!! xoxo

Things that made my daysss~

Apart from finished off my 4th year 1st sem final exam, of course i'm happy, but the happiness did not get intensified like 'Yippie, finally i finished all of them!!YESH! YESH YESH!!!'~~=.=...Mostly due to the immune system that i have developed towards exam after all these years of training~~Anyhow, somehow i'm still happy but felt relief is more appropriate to describe my feelings after all those last minute classes and tips~~Seriously I don't like last minute job~So freaking dreadful!!!

Ok, shall start with 'things' that have made my day:-

 1. The bling bling gold bow hair rubberband.

I'm not really good in remembering where i put my things, slowly developing dementia i guess...Apparently, when i made a statement before this sentence, it indicates that i have forgotten where i put this cutie actually. Forgot which day, i found it n i'm so happy that, ouch, and you're here!!=D This is a rubberband i 'demand' someone to buy for me, coz their 'bling-ness' attracts me a lot and i wanna get this one home, out of all sorts of design...and someone bought for me finally..I'm not really always use it because it is so pretty and i thought if i use it everyday or always, it will get damaged and dirty so fast. So i chose to keep it as a collection~~hehe~~=)

Lost and found indeed has made my day~~=))

2. RM200 of book voucher (courtesy of government)


Yup, due to the courtesy of government, each uni student get total of RM200 book voucher. I knew this kind of voucher will come out with lots of rules and regulations sooner or later, so before they start forming those rules and regulations which restrict me from buying novel which does not serve any educational purposes, so i spent it almost IMMEDIATELY right after i claimed them from my uni. Mostly i spent it on novels more than stationery and some unrelated things like umbrella and pouch~~

The novels and books i have got are :-
a) Committed by Elizabeth Gilbert (also author for very famous novel :Eat Pray Love)
b) Snow Flower and The Secret Fan by Lisa See (from the synopsis is about a story of a chinese woman who is going to encounter the tradition of Chinese==> Feet bound...in order to get a gd marriage)
c) The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
d) Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
e) 灵魂转生的奥秘
f) a cookbook for mom
g) a beauty magazine

Except the magazine, none of them I have start reading as i'm still attach with the 'Eat Pray Love'..
Well, that day was indeed a sunshine happy day because I have got myself so many books without spending the actual price on it. *peace*

3. Urban Decay Naked 2 eye palette


Make up always my passion. Besides covering the flaws and highlight the good part, it serves a tool to increase a lady's confidence. I have noted that lots of boys don't like girls putting on make up, especially their own gf ( at least their mouth speak that way), but I'm sure no one will say i.e SNSD is so freaking cute and pretty before their plastic surgeries done and their make up. So just admit that make up does make wonder. =p

Well, I knew of this palette when i came across this blog (and also a full review of this palette). And for my knowledge, when i knew this palette, it was still so new and not even launch in US, but only sell in Urban Decay official page. So i have actually waited for sooooooooo longgggggggg and everyday click on the sephora malaysia fb page just to wait for them to announce the launching of this precious baby. And honestly this is the thing that kept on distract me from my final exam revision.

The price of this palette is RM 179 and currently is sold out in Malaysia. During the pre-launch only 200 pieces are available. And the next come back would be around march, according to the official speaking.

Aren't they pretty? The shades all is so natural and very suitable for those who favour natural naked eye make up or for those asian who has a pair of monolid eyes. Monolid eyes are hard to make up and mostly cant run away from doing smokey if you wish your eyes become bigger. And single shade colorful eyeshadow like green, blue, purple, pink etc definitely cant make the eyes outstanding unless u make them become smokey. Light color will make monolid eyes even puffy~~Review of this palette can be found in the link i have linked, just right up there. A very gd one!

And also not to forget to mention their lip junkie (the lipgloss came together with the palette) in naked shade. They are so wearable and comes with mint taste/fragrance. Ur bf might like it??Haha~~And the specialty of this lipgloss is it has a plumping effect which makes ur lips appeared fuller. And perhaps sexier??

Anyway, i'm really satisfied with this palette no matter for day make-up, dinner make-up, clubbing make-up or a dating make-up. A must-have item for make up enthusiast~=))

4. And lastly===>>> IPhone 4S (confetti) and the Urban Decay cannonball ultra waterproof mascara.


Let's talk about mascara first. Haha, gd thing also keep to the last what. =p

I came across the mascara review here. And i found it might be suitable for my eyes when i don't feel like putting on falsies. I have the same problem as the beauty blogger where my eyelashes do not seems to curl naturally at all and the root is hiding beneath my lid. So i always have problem in curling my eyelashes no matter how many times I curl them with my curler. And currently (before i purchased the cannonball mascara) I'm using two different brand and function of mascara which are the Majolica Lash Expander Frame Plus (first layer) + Kiss Me volume and curl (second layer) to make my eyelashes visible... Ya, before this they were invisible...=.=

So after reading the review, and after getting my angpau money, haha, then i went to sephora yesterday with only eyeliner make up to try on the mascara first. After applied it, i felt the mascara was awesome as it lengthening and volumize add on curling all at once. It equals to my majolica and kiss me mascara aready>.<  Well, i applied few layers to make my lashes look more visible. And they did!=D Surprisingly, the few more layers i added does not seem to contribute extra weight for my eyelashes to carry, they still remain curl compare with my another side of lash which curled with curler before and applied a different mascara X.

Well, i din purchased that soon. I plan to let it stay all day to see if it is really so waterproof and smudge-proff as they claimed, or if the fibers will flake-off once leave it for a long time. So, I happily went for lunch, movie, window shoppings etc~~And i found out they are really smudge-proof as my eyes bag did not get dark circle at all. Water-proof, erm, somehow i dun have the chance to do experiment on it, i assume they are. And thank God the fibers never flake-off like few other bloggers said. So, I happily purchased it with RM85~~Is abit pricey i know~~=((...so i'm now broke~my angpau money not so much only~~T.T

Finally, the best thing has come. IPhone 4S. There lies a story why my dad bought me the iphone. It started few years back when i purchased this laptop with RM2.4K combined with an epic failed of my brother few weeks ago when he vomit on his lappie and totally destroyed it. Second day after the epic incident i have ever seen happened, my dad brought my bro visit to lawyat and bought a new lappie for him.

On an odd day during chinese new year, i received my dad call where he said he wanna buy me a DSLR camera coz i used to ask if i can have one, but he said NO~The reason he wanna buy me DSLR is because eventually he realized that he bought laptops for my two younger bros when they enroll to uni and i used my own saving to buy, so he feels that he should buy something for me. So i said i think first if i really want a DSLR now.

After seeking advices from few friends, almost all of them ask me to get a smartphone as i'm not using it 'currently'. So i said oklo, i want an IPhone 4S!!! Haha, and tadaaaaaaaa, here is my new phone~~~~SOOOOOOOOO HAAAAPPPPYYYYY!!!!!!!!!=DDDDDDDDDDD

~changkat moment with my ah moi~

She is my best companion, for girl talk, for shopping, for club, for bar, and a lottt~~~Till now, i found that she is still the best one who can fit me a lot, that's y we go along with each other so well and all..and ya, she is pretty!=)

My ah moi who understand me so much~~love her to bitsss=)))

The cocktail we ordered. Left: cosmopolitan ; Right: Strawberry magarita...We shared them basically, but personally favoured the strawberry magarita more. The alcohol taste isnt so strong compared to the cosmopolitan. And the cosmopolitan tasted so much like cough syrup~~=.=

~Me~

Outfit of the day, bottom is navy blue skinny jeans...neway, wadever skinny jeans when they are on me, they arent skinny anymore...i shud reli put more effort in losing my weight n the fat around my hips and thigh...T.T

Last one, too bad cant see my eyes make up~~love the make up a lot today~~But seriously like nothing when it was being captured~~~=.=

Called it a day~~And it was really enjoy just sitting down there with your gf talking, drinking and looking at the crowd~~=))

P/S: i miss my kharrr~~~ XOXO ~~~

~hobby that i like recently~

Grooming myself nicely (during hang out~~XD) is my all time job and also favourite~~Which girl doesnt feel happy when they see a more presentable self. Of coz, outlook is not all, inner beauty does speak for you too~~



Here I share my recent hobby where i found is fun, economic, reli time-consuming (is so gd for those who dunno what to do besides facing the laptop, FB with no interesting updates), and lastly will make u feel brand new again~~=)) That is changing my nail color!!!XD

Reason being, when u wanna change new color, u need to spend time for cleaning the old color, it takes about 10 minutes, if those adhere so hard one, probably need ~13 minutes? So it equal to scrolling ur side bar for maybe 10 times in FB, or refresh for 8 times in FB when u hav ntg to do. Haha~~XD

After removing, now is turn to remove the dead skin around my nails as well since i bought the things for rm1 during promotion, n i bought 2, so wanna finish it faster. Ok, apply and rub it, takes u another 10 minutes, after that wash it n dry it.

Then start the main job, which is applying them on ur nail. First layer, second layer...2 layers are enough, as if too thick it will dry so slow and those hidden wet part might get spoilt when u carry out daily activities.And also the top coat for a glossy finish. This will take you like 30 minutes or more.

And lastly, u might spend another 8 minutes to use cotton bud to remove the stain which out from the edge of the nail~~

So totally it will takes you like almost 1 hour or more!!not bad, spending 1 hour for the things u like right? In the end, u feel happy!!=))n brand new again!ya, i easily feel contented!=)


So am now showing my collection~~neither a lot nor few...coz u know right, color things, in between this red and that red, there must be another intermediate no matter how close the shades are...so girls will never done with shopping~~hahah~~

These are the light and pastel shade~~price was gd, none of them more than rm10, at most also rm5.90, the cheapest is rm1, bought during promotion.

These are the dark shade. Half of it was given from my friend coz after she bought it only she realized she doesnt reli like it. Price range almost the same. rm5-rm8.9 (if not mistaken)

And this is my current nail....love it sooo much!!!!!!!!=)))And the quality is gd, so smooth and relatively quick drying. And it has a lil strawberry scent, so sweet!!

Ya, now i'm happy!!=p

belated birthday post~

There is a while after i wrote the second last post, i have closed my blog for a period due to some personal reason..neway, i doubt if anyone still reading my blog b'coz i was like just update twice a year lately, not as frequent as last time already~~neway, during those bored bored days where lecture keeps on cancelling, no momentum for study n bla~~have the urge to back to my bloggie, literally means will update more frequent...maybe wanna try out something new~~haha...well, there is the 'URGE' and 'MAYBE'...so, dun take it serious~~aww, i'm such an irresponsible blogger~~

Ok, back to the topic, my belated birthday post~~

Back to the old days when i was young, i always wish for a blast birthday celebration, u know, like throw out a party at somewhere else, invite sooo many guestssss, received sooo many pressiesss and take so many pretty photos~~However, that was once upon a time...

When i grow older, ya i'm 23, so wad~~i feel like whether there is a celebration or not, it doesnt important anymore...it's just another day for me, well, perhaps i can make it a lil bit more special?=))

This year, 2011, i had a very blissful birthday~~

I remember, during lecture, my coursemate sang birthday song to me, which is nice~~haha, thanks a lot for the lovely song~~After that, i went to KLCC, make over inside a public toilet, where dunno how many rounds of queue already witnessed the transformation process. After done my make up, is time to groom myself up, well, just putting on some accessories, did a simply hair-do and change to a heel. And also waiting for someone to come~

After a while finally he reached the destination and received his phone call telling me to wait him in front of the main door. As he wants me to accompany him to the car park nearby, beside the zouk which only cost us rm5, rather than KLCC, could have cost us a bomb!! So, ok, so we met, finally!=)

After finish parking the car, the mister asked me to close my eyes, i said y? somehow i just did it. And from back seat he takes out 2 roses. I assume he didnt know the meaning behind coz when ppl gave roses to the special one, either 1, 3, maybe a bouquet or 99, 999 or something else which share the common meaning. 2, the figure is rather odd, but my heart was soften into tears becoz i nvr expected these from him~=))But he said, is my birthday, since i dont want cake, at least there must be something to make it different. And girls, can u imagine when there is a cute guy wearing something that he doesnt usually wear, find a florist, bought 2 roses without nicely packed, holding it at shopping mall n walk back to the car park?it wass so lovely~~it doesnt matter less flower or more flower, nicely packed or not, it was all enough~really!=)i was so happy already..haha!!

After that, as i made my promise, i treat him chilis...we just sat inside the restaurant for few hours. Luckily we found a nice view seat, so we just spending the wonderful time looking at the crowd outside the window, enjoying the nice meal, keeps on refilling our beverage n chat~~Blissful!=)

Fed the stomach, killed the time, we went for shopping. There is an 'Charles and Keith' newly opened in KLCC, so i went there to choose my gift from my housemate/coursemate. I bought a pair of olive green sandal with some artificial gemstone, a lil bohemia style, which is always my preference. And also went to SEPHORA, too bad ntg go home with me, tho the 'NAKED' palatte already restocked, but still after think twice i didnt buy it since i still left so many cosmetic with me, so better dun simply spend the money. After that went to my all-time favourite, WATSONS, haha...got myself a ZA liquid eyeliner since my eyeliner finish so fast as my tiny eyes required few mL each time when i do my eye make up!LOL!!!XD, few mL...okla, i bragged, haha but seriously at least 0.5 mL...is consider a lot just to make up the eyes...

Time passes really fast, after that we sat at the starbucks, sharing one glass of forgot what beverage, something with caramel, and chat, and taking photoss~~And we called it a day!=)))

Simple yet blissful right???=))   

It's me~~obviously..=.=

It's the sandal from my coursemate...Tho i'm petite, i still love to wear flat all the time~~i just knew myself is a petite after i google it. They define ppl who 160cm and below are petite~~~

Lastly, this is the gift from my lovely mei mei, soyoung, also from charles and keith...Lately so obssess with Chanel the classic bag, so choose the similar one~~love it heapsssss!!!!!!

~xoxo~

='(

i shouldn't have meet u in the first place, perhaps i wouldn't know how awful a heart-breaking feeling can be~~ Suddenly everything seems so wrong~~='(

Eat Pray Love

When i watch the movie , i was actually wondering who the hell in this earth will actually face the same prob as Liz, where she wanna step out from the marriage so desperately, wanna get rid wad she has used to in her life...For me, it was just a movie, a drama of life~~

And now, hell no i'm the one who standing on the horn of dilemma, a situation where i thought it was extremely ridiculous for me, like what's the point of being like Liz, just go on with the marriage, giv birth to a bunch of babies, stick to her career n just live! A happy family+secured career= happy ending! That's it!!N i forgot the fact that we would never feel 'full' and 'contented' about ourself, our life and bla bla bla yet we are scared of stepping out from our comfort zone~ At the end of the day , we suffered~sometimes when u hav been comfortable for so long, u'll get numb, and u no longer understand what happiness is~

And lately, finally i sort of understand the feeling of being stuck in the middle of nowhere in my life~ where 'lifeless' this vocab slowly creep into my life without seeking my permission...n now i realize, when it comes, it just comes without giving u an early notice~by the time u realized it, it is actually happening already...And u start thinking, wad i want in my life... when love, relationship, friends and family can no longer tame the desire within u~~u want something bigger than these, and u start looking, what is something bigger than all these~~freedom?

Yesterday after a long talk with someone, suddenly i hav the urge to get out from here, want to experience something i have never experienced before...like back-packing to some other countries alone for few months, see new things, learn some new languages, taste the cuisine that i've nvr tried, devote myself to God in order to find the balance in life, or run into someone during my 'refinding myself' period n alot more~~very Eat Pray Love right? N i sort of called it as a turning point, a complicated phase when u are going to entering a new phase which makes u either a better person or sadly to say, a worse one~~=(...just like metamorphosis, just dat u might become a moth instead of a butterfly~~

Life is hard, it only comes easy when u think it is~~

Living life needs lots of courage, but changing ur direction of life needs a lot more courage, more than wad u hav expected...

God bless!

Recently...

Recently, i look like this~~ (lol, juz an excuse to post my recent photo..XD)
Recently, i'm busy with thesis proposal~~
Recently, i've so many thoughts in my mind...getting myself grad, get my dream job, hopefully, n moving out from this house~~
Recently, i realize i shdnt limit myself in so many things...becoz life is short n hav fun enjoying it~~
Guess time will really change someone, n perhaps i'm not 'so' young anymore~~gosh, i miss my 18!!!>.< young is always the best asset for girl...
Recently, i love to watch love movie, i wonder why~~maybe can find so many meaningful quotes in it...quotes about love, life and everything...Sometimes life need some meaningful quotes despite a short one, to wake u up n make you realize something u hav nvr realized...
Recently...

stronger

Sometimes, i hope things will get better, go all my way~~somehow, it nvr would...this imperfection perhaps have made me appreciate more what i hav now~~n thus make me realize how could the imperfection could be that beautiful~~

Out of a sudden, i realized, if things only can go this way, if~~then wad i need is more courage, to overcome all those waves which ready to wash me away~

Thank God i meet you, you are the most beautiful thing i've had in my life~~irreplaceable~~

Again, fact proved that nothing is perfect, but let our mind 'distorted' a lil to view it as perfect...

God, plz let me be stronger~~=)

#I miss you...#

simply happiness

Girl thought that sex is important for a boy, hence she gav him her virginity~~

Boy thought that brand is important for a girl, hence he gav her chanel~~

But who knows everything was just self-assumption...just because we thought it is~~

Girl would happy if u just cuddle her head, buy her chips n go silly together with her~~

And boy would happy if u make him a home-style dinner, n then lean on cosy sofa and watch movie until fall asleep~~

N not forgetting saying 'i love u' everyday~

Simply happiness~~

Good and loyalty

Sweetest thing of the day:

Promise me u'll always be gd n loyal like this, this could be an element for me to marry u in the future~~if we were fated, no matter how far i go, i will come back to you~~

*i was pretty shocked when i hear this...well, am happy no doubt~~=)

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I remember my fren once asked me before, what's the point of being so gd n loyal to ur bf and in the end he broke all the promises, break ur heart n the worst is, he fooled u again n again eventhough u two hav broken up.....

Well, now i know the answer: be gd n loyal is not for ur bf, but for urself....make urself worthy to be loved by someone who is a good guy in return~~

My bf might dump me one day tho he will sweet talk sometimes, make promises n so on like other bf will do....n if happen one day yr bf really dump u, nvr asked urself y that time being so gd n loyal...becoz, it proves that the man doesnt worth ur love at all...n gd girl always deserve a better man~~=))

hurt~~

i'm sorry if i hurt u...
but do u know that u hurt me the same way too 3 years back?
n i din say a word on it...
but after years n years, repeating occurance,
i think i hav made clear something...
that no matter what had happened,
the only person who can help,
is myself...
what has been done cant be undone,
what is fact indeed a fact...
a broken heart even it heal,
still there is a scar...
i'm sorry if i hurt u...