我不想

望着墙上的钟
时间不停转动
已经过多久
说再联络都没联络
我很好奇你是否偶尔会想我
如果能习惯面对寂寞
我就不会那么的执着
还不停等候

我不想
再想你的笑容
我会痛
懂不懂
我的心
在跳动
喊着说它要自由
我不想
再想你的温柔
多温柔
也不属于我
时间会帮助我
换一个梦

望着墙上的钟
忘记一段伤痛
究竟要多久
我想我们最大的错
就是相遇那一刻
不擦肩而过
如果早知道眺望天空
我就不会那么的软弱
躲藏在角落

不想再想太多
不回头
不想再去追究
错过就错过ha~
我不想
不想再等候
我的心渴望自由
我不想
不想你会懂
天空辽阔
我还有我

*有谁知道，这一切都不是我想的。。。
歌词内容，与现在的心情100%吻合。。。
我不想再想你，我会痛，懂不懂。。。*

teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I cant breathe
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky, cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see


*歌词浅白易懂，简简单单就道出了单恋的心情*
那些年纯纯的岁月，永远是倒带也回不了的过去。。。

~better in time~

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going
Coming
Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now I have realised
That I really didn't knooOooOw
If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I'm be oooOook

(Chorus)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Verse)
I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling

If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And I know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)
Oooh turn up again (All I know is)
I'm be ok

(Chorus)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too
oooooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Bridge)
Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time I let you go so I can be free
And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes I Will

(Chorus)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile cos I deserve too
yes I do(It'll all get better in time)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
Going to smile cos I deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)

爱你的两个我

OH~城市的火
对比我内心的落漠
我恨我自己的软弱
离不开你的温柔
另一个我 提醒着我
不能永远对你宽容
连自己要什么 都没把握
以后如何面对生活
OH 我就是太念旧
习惯的都是舍不得丢
受委屈 不如说爱你爱的太久
b'coz i want u
跟自己在拔河
能怎样呢? 爱你的两个我
迷途在进退这之中
b'coz i luv u
跟自己在拔河
你有多爱我 爱过我什么
我会倾听着
别让我等的太久
OH~我天一亮 就要离开
还给你全部的自由
你会感到愧疚还是解脱
我很在乎你的感受
oh~我数到99
电话仍坚持它的沉默
这一刻
我知道
我已输掉了所有

给自己的情歌

你是谁
怎么一夜不睡
重复一样的音乐
不肯承认正为爱受累
早就过了
青涩岁月
却仍然心里有个空缺
便急着想要有人陪
无怨无悔
又忘了最后要受的罪
你的美 有些憔悴
抿着嘴说不出抱怨
躲着偷偷流眼泪
最初那一句台词
填补了寂寞位子
他不管年少无知
谁都高估爱的价值
平凡的女子
清醒一次一次
糊涂一次一次
不过是
再见那一个手势
连明白到此为止
说穿了有些讽刺
从没把握一生一世
痛难免真实
多出来的钥匙
留给爱的坚持 下一次
听你的故事
笑得有些矜持
怎么会和我那么相似
开始结束
仿佛公式
是谁说爱情就该如此
失控哭一哭就会没事
一个坚持
究竟容得多少次的迷失
让过程
都像歌词
不过短短几行文字
当作纪念的心事

爱情，总把我们都搞得。。。两败俱伤。。。

Another song that i found is nice....^_^
两败俱伤from柯有纶。。。

两败俱伤-柯有纶
(liang bai ju shang)-Alan

*我试着听见 试着看见 (i've tried to see)
wo shi zhe ting jian shi zhe kan jian
所谓的永远永远 (wad's meant by forever)
suo wei de yong yuan yong yuan
好象还差一点 一点 (it's seems like nearly to reach)
hao xiang hai cha yi dian yi dian
无法听见 无法看见 (i can't hear, i can't see)
wu fa ting jian wu fa kan jian
永远永远 (forever ever)
yong yuan yong yuan
就让我说爱你 一百遍 (let me say 'i love u' for hundred times)
jiu rang wo shuo ai ni yi bai bian
不够还不够让一切再从头 (not enuf, it's juz not enuf, to start all over agin)
bu gou hai bu gou rang yi qie zai cong tou
你放了手 全放了手 (u let go ur hand, u let go thoroughly)
ni fang le shou quan fang le shou
我不想要的自由 (dat's not the freedom i want)
wo bu xiang yao de zi you
#发现原来我也有脆弱的时候 (i juz knew dat i can be fragile sometimes)
fa xian yuan lai wo ye you cui ruo de shi hou
发现原来你加我等于什么都没有(i juz knew dat u n me aint anything)
fa xian yuan lai ni jia wo deng yu shen me dou mei you
发现不知到底还要走多久 多久 多久(wonder that how far we could walk)
fa xian bu zhi dao di hai yao zou duo jiu duo jiu
反正只是 没爱过# (at last, we aint anything, we'r juz nvr luv before)
fan zheng zhi shi mei ai guo
repeat*##

~ because i'm a girl ~ by kiss

这首韩国歌之前很hit，现在应该也还不错吧！mv超感人的。。。相信很多人都看过。。。就是说女主角不小心打翻chemical solution，赔了双眼睛，然后身为摄影师的男友就捐了自己的眼角膜给她。。。相信大家都懂了吧。。。今天只想将它的翻译post上来，因为歌词很到位，完全是我现在的心情写照。。。

~ because i'm a girl ~ by kiss

i just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you
and then they leave you
this is the first time
you're special
I believed those words
and I was so happy
you should have told me
you didn't like me anymore
but I couldn't see that
and you just rushed me
although I will curse you
I'll still miss you
since I am a girl
to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man,
he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again
hey babe
the pain it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but i know
now i've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever i needed you you'd always be here
i can forgive but i cant forget
even though you hurt me
i still love you...i still love you
don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
to do anything for love and her caring instinct
i didn't know that
to be born as a girl
and to be loved
was so hard
although i will curse you
i'll still miss you
since i am a girl,
to whom love is everything
although i will curse you
i'll still miss you
since i am a girl,
to whom love is everything


~it's juz soooo true.....who is the composer neway?~

昨天。。。

昨天-石欣卉

每一天都有一个新的昨天
每一个昨天却是一样你的脸
如果爱如你所说
像个旅点
你在我心里的容颜
为什么没变
每一夜都有一个梦的起点
每一次梦醒思念却没有终点
如果心如你所说
终会疲倦
究竟我还有多少天
才能改变
停止对你怀念留在昨天
哦 忘了吧
哦 忘了吧
其实有了你
真的很累
给你一切却不能企盼你回应一些些
哦 忘了吧
哦 忘了吧
昨天我和你
真的很美
一面回忆一面流泪
自己也不了解的感觉

。。。

离开你之后--蚊子

从来没仔细想过

我们未来的生活

在你身边的我一直很享受

开心的 快乐的 哭泣的 难过的

你总是默默承受

从来没仔细想过

在你离开之后

少了你的我会不知所措

孤单的 寂寞的 忧伤的 淡淡的

你是否会难过

也许你不曾想过

会为我留

也许我会后悔没有开口

也许你不曾（会）后悔

没为我留

也许我已后悔没有开口

~真的是考我的听写，一边听一边写它的词。。。。。。~

feeling,你在哪里？

最近电视台在播着“恶作剧之吻”。。。又是这种荼毒少女思想的偶像剧。。。
好久好久没看偶像剧了。。。还记得之前笨笨的，去迷什么F4，追看‘流星花园’。。。现在可没这个闲情，也没这个时间。。。
没说讨厌，还挺喜欢看的。。。可是觉得自己看久了会中毒。。。有哪一个女孩不希望自己的生活是一部偶像剧，我也是女孩，我也希望。。。但慢慢长大后就会知道那种生活是多么的遥不可及。。。爱情，累人的玩意儿。。。看周围朋友的爱情故事好像很刺激，发生在自己身上，我告诉你，会更刺激。。。有些东西，还是自己体验比较准确。。。
但是现在懊恼了。。。我需要一点feeling去做一些东西。。。这个星期六有表演。。。唱戴佩妮的"你要的爱"。。。回家study歌词，还是没有感觉，所以唱这首歌时，没有感情。。。谁能教我要怎样放感情去唱这首歌。。。既然这首歌不能掀起高潮，那就要打动人心，这是我想的。。。做每一件事都只能有一个重点。。。我现在要的只是feel。。。

你要的爱-Penny
虽然经常梦见你
还是毫无头绪
外面正在下着雨
今天是星期几
but i don`t know
你去那里
虽然不曾怀疑你
还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一
原谅我怀疑自己
我明白我要的爱
会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏
你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

~其实这首歌的故事还蛮像自己的，i mean 爱情观。。。在我喜欢的人面前，就变成整个小女人，完全不像在执行monitor duty的我，酱强悍，班上女生发生什么事我就到处忙了。。。也许平常忙惯了，所以喜欢赖在喜欢人的胸怀，做一个小女孩，希望被他宠坏。。。但谁会是那个男孩。。。所以我找不到feeling。。。这首歌对我来讲应该是不完整的。。。因为少了那个男孩。。。不曾喜欢过那么潇洒的男孩。。。喜欢的都不知道我喜欢他。。。唉！~

天哪！！给我feeling，就那么一天好吗？

心情不是很到位。。。这个下午是周杰伦的。。。

今天又怪怪的。。。总觉得没什么人理我，在我很需要一个人陪的时候。。。
在学校加课和练唱完毕后，就回家了。。。军龙和mun yi又放我飞机，弄到我不好意思参一班男的吃东西。。。
从地铁站反复听着jay的‘你听得到’，听到回家为止。。。很很很喜欢这首歌。。。刚才在听时，心中满是感慨。。。小小声地唱着，歌词与心情恰到好处，眼眶又湿了，这次只是湿，没有哭。。。还好巴士不会很多人。。。然后，真的听到回家。。。也许，真的要学习独立一点，坚强一点，不要一点点小事就哭，不要再那样依赖。。。我不像其他幸运的朋友，找到很好的伴侣，一直在身边陪伴。。。

你听得到
有谁能比我知道
你的温柔像羽毛
秘密躺在我怀抱
只有你能听得到
还有没有人知道
你的微笑像拥抱
多想藏着你的好
只有我看得到
站在屋顶只对风说不想被左右
本来讨厌下雨的天空
直到听见有人说爱我
坐在电影院的二楼看人群走过
怎么那一天的我们
都默默的微笑很久
我想我是太过依赖
在挂电话的刚才
坚持学单纯的小孩
静静看守这份爱
知道不能太依赖
怕你会把我宠坏
你的香味一直徘徊
我舍不得离开

~回到家，心情更糟。。。附近的面档都收了。。。只好去7-11买杯面吃。。。肚子在很饿很饿得情况下，我真的可以心情不好一整天。。。我是真的很饿。。:'(。。。我几时变得如此情绪化？一点都不想以前那个凡是都无所谓的我。。。会闹脾气了。。。看来是时候要改了。。。~