Fr!daY....

Friday bio student got no paper, so quite relax dat day.....still need to study somehow....:(.....well, after finish schooling, oni 12.30pm....me, chai, kok loon, wei loon n sean oni will go for tuition at 4.20pm, so middle lepak in class, kononnya study...adalah, u c below....hahahha


~asked them one maths question, 'probability'.....this is the consequence....4 guys garu their head dunno for how long........lolz.....

~finally sean change his posing....i doubt is dat help??lolz....then sumthing funny happen...but i din take photo......lolz.....

After the afternoon session came up, we oso bla n av our lunch somewhere nearby our tuition centre....then they accompany me to sinma, coz i wan to buy hui's birthday present.....met ai yen n soo in the middle......

~two same bracelet, one for me n one for hui.....carved 'h & y' on both....

Finally, nite has arrived.....billy came n fetch me first, then followed by john n hui....everytime feel happy when i c them...........^_^....jia oso came for a while...hey, take k of ur throat ya.......

~me n our birthday gal......ying n hui.......muackssss.......

~ordering some fd.......not bad........promote promote naili's place..........lolz...nice environment.......reli nice.....

~hui is talking to john.....hahha, curi-curi snap......

~hui n i before leaving.......

~john, hui n billy........

~again me n hui......happy birthday in advanced ya..........^_^....luv u so much.....

After reached home, received hui msg :"Hui here...thx neh...i like d bracelet very much..u very sayang me, i reli can feel it..i luv u..haha..u tired le..sleep tight lo...muacksss...."

Haha, hui, we fren for ten over years edi, of coz muz sayang each other la....true fren is not easy to find especially after we grow up, so i reli treasure u guys a lot, my primary yam cha gang, my secondary sis and my frens in st.john...^_^

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预考进行到一半，很多张试卷都枪毙了。。。可能自己没有很努力地读书吧！读的没有出，没读的却出到‘五颜六色’（在乱用成语，哈哈！）
明天没有试卷，所以才会上来crap一些东西。。。不知不觉，还剩一个多月就是真正考试了。。。我竟然要在我生日的时候考maths paper 1。。。悲哀。。。
努力！！！下个星期的paper一定要score!!!!!!

Yay!!!

Next sunday will attend my best fren's sis wedding dinner.....even though my trial is still on, next day is maths paper two, quite tough de......but still i'll go la, to witness her big day....she juz like my half sis edi...^_^

mY BaBe.........

always ter-watch 'if that's ok wiv u' this music video on channel 71 dis few days......
fall in luv wiv shanye ward edi......HE'S SOOOOOOO ATTRACTIVE!!!!!!!
if that's ok wiv u-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9T8_AYt-Zw (the dancing is sooo nice.....)
no, u hang up-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKzEW8_Gs-M&mode=related&search= (this mv is very....erm....hot?!yea, it's hot....lolz...the whole mv's feeling is nice........)

Jane.....

在某人的部落格发现这个http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIevU1KpiBk&mode=related&search=
应该是新人吧，第一次听说这个歌手。。。这首歌-Jane，我觉得很好听。。。她的声音给我一种懒懒的感觉，不需要修饰，也很‘美’，很有特色。。。音乐，很好听。。。
我很喜欢看女生微微低着头，眼睛跟着落在琴键上的手指走。。。感觉很美，很有气质。。。
看看serene，就知道了。。。^_^

Fragile...

Today i spent my whole afternoon sms-ed wiv one of my best fren....i was shocked when she told me dat, she went for medical check up n the doctor told her there is a lump in her breast....she will go for a minor operation after her examination n the lump will be investigated in lab after removed......i truely cant believe dis will happen on a 19-year-old girl, n she is my very very best fren, knew her for ten over years edi...

Suddenly i felt that life is very fragile....i dunno whether i can defined myself as 'a ppl that've been walk past death' as i witnessed the tsunami in penang, juz in front of me...n i ran for life wiv my bare foot, n i clearly remember that my foot pain for two days...since dat day on, i changed a lot....learnt to be appreciate, luv ppl around me, juz do everything that i think is neccesary...dat's y lots of ppl out der said dat i'm a very daring girl....y?becoz i dunwan regret after dat.....

Sigh....but we would not know where we'll walk till as God manipulate all of these.wad we can do juz enjoy the moment we own now, try our best in doing everything.....we nvr know wad will happen the next second....

Life, for me.......too fragile to hold, too heavy to carry.........

Take k my dear fren.....i'll always der for u....anything, muz tell me k?

顺风。。。

托假期的福，我几乎快忘得七七八八了。。。感谢自己善忘的本能。。。
很快哦！假期结束了。。。抓不住时间的脚步。。。
很快哦！gor gor明天就要飞了。。。猜想他今天应该会很忙吧！不过待会儿还是会打通电话给他的。。。因为不懂还要过多久才会再次听到他的声音。。。俄罗斯，很远叻。。。
~gor gor，去到那里，记得好好照顾自己，真的不用担心我，我会照顾自己的啦，都快两张没得找了，所以真的不用担心我。还有，读医生会很忙很压力的，不要累坏自己懂吗？有了电话号码要赶快sms我，这样子才可以一直跟你保持联络。
上次你说你的行李超重，我告诉你带重要的还有有纪念价值的。。。后来想想，我觉得，有纪念价值的留在马来西亚吧，这样子你才不会因为外面的花花世界而忘了这里。。。不过我看有纪念价值你都没带去，例如，你的家人啦，朋友啦，还有在这里的回忆，对不对？最后，祝你一路顺风。。。~

我觉得，在我生命中，有两种人。。。
~第一种：一直会想他们，几乎二十四小时都在想，但他们离开后，也不会觉得怎样。。。
~第二种：平常都不会想，一天二十四小时可能都没想过他们，但他们离开之后，心中却万般不舍。。。

蜕变。。。

前几天money来我这儿，谈了很多，发现我们都不再是女孩，正蜕变成女人。。。
发现什么？
~女人都爱听甜言蜜语，只是她们可以选择不相信。。。~
~女人都是口是心非的，所以请男人三思而后行。。。~
~女人从他爱人身上要的是肯定多过鲜花。。。~
~男孩要的都是女人，而男人要的都是女孩。。。~

哈哈！以上纯属个人意见。。。日后还是可以被推翻的。。。
gor gor一直以为我还伤心着。。。然后我回了一封信息给他:
~有长度的东西，涉及范围较广，所以复原得比较慢，哪个地方随便一碰，都是痛处；有深度的东西，只要在同一个地方填补空洞，很快就会被填满。。。我和他，只有深度，没有长度。。。what comes around, goes around。。。对自己要仁慈一点，何必处处执著呢？已经很了解游戏规则了，不管是赢还是输，都要接受。。。~
真的真的不用担心我，爱情不是全部，我还没有颓废到那种‘没了男人/男孩就不行’的地步。。。
这次也学会了一样东西，下次要搞姐弟恋，如果想认真，就要慎选，因为很多男孩搞姐弟恋就是因为他们能从‘姐姐’身上得到许多他们在同龄女生得不到的东西；如果只想玩玩，make sure he doesn't cross the limit，then anything ok。。。当然，心脏可要很强，mind set要很好，才不会让自己深陷于分手后的痛苦中。。。
怎么把自己搞得很想playgirl这样？哈哈，就算是我也是个仁慈的playgirl，只和懂规则的人玩。想玩，我是不会搭上认真型的。。。

~我记得form 4时，我的英文老师问全班的女生（我是女校出身的），自己是good girl还是nice girl。。。我记得我回答："good girl"。哈哈，现在？我会答："i'm a nice girl"。。。

昨天。。。

昨天-石欣卉

每一天都有一个新的昨天
每一个昨天却是一样你的脸
如果爱如你所说
像个旅点
你在我心里的容颜
为什么没变
每一夜都有一个梦的起点
每一次梦醒思念却没有终点
如果心如你所说
终会疲倦
究竟我还有多少天
才能改变
停止对你怀念留在昨天
哦 忘了吧
哦 忘了吧
其实有了你
真的很累
给你一切却不能企盼你回应一些些
哦 忘了吧
哦 忘了吧
昨天我和你
真的很美
一面回忆一面流泪
自己也不了解的感觉

。。。。

开始追求一个很artistic的生活。。。
已经不知道是第几次home alone了。。。慢慢的，也习惯那种安静。。。
静静地把家里打扫干净，从厨房到客厅，房间，洗衣。。。
一个人，比较有心情做东西。。。
洗着碗的时候，突然有种念头，我要的生活，很artistic。。。
也突然有种念头，爸妈真的好像很放心我们自己留在kl了。。。
我有很强的预感，再过不久，他们也许真的会回去吡叻，然后留我们三个在这里。。。
这样会做死我叻，弟弟都不做家务，煮了食物，锅就放那里。。。什么都要我清他们的收尾。。。衣服换了就丢在桶内，不过没关系，因为有洗衣机。。。
很反对男主外，女主内的想法。。。
男生吃了饭就不用洗碗吗？
不过叫他们做他们还是会做，只是要等很久咯，然后又随便跟你做咯。。。气死我叻！！！
一个人住，才发现自己并没有想象中的独立。。。
如果停电了，我会怕；制水，我会不知道怎么办；灯坏了，我也不会换。。。
其实，真的还有很多东西要学。。。
还能说什么？生活，就是这个模样，不停的学习，从挫折中改进，把失败变成推动力，把伤心忘却。。。
如果你们是bio学生，在读着embryology的时候，你们就会发现，其实，人真的真的很奇妙，‘生活’，找不到适合词汇去形容。。。真的很佩服上天创造新生命的能力。。。
把自己隔离，站在角落看这个世界，就会发现很多，很多。。。

^_^.....happy outing wiv them......

Juz start my school holidays...i supposed to study, but i was sooooo bored of it since i used to study for my past two days....so i decide to hang out for one day to destress....actually today is for movie wiv my guitarist de, somehow i cannot book the ticket thru on9 so we cancelled it oredi....however, i still lazy to study, my mind juz keep telling me, GO OUT, GO OUT....so, in msn, caught my primary frens ask them accompany go to sing k.....hahaha, i think this is my first time ajak them becoz i more on rejecting their invitation...so they juz okla, coz I AJAK THEM WOR.....hahahha....haih, actually b4 dis i called soooo many frens c who is free, but none.......sob sob...luckily still got them........

Another sudden outing....

Well, felt happy when met wiv them...of coz, primary till now wor........ten years over fren oredi.....


~seok hui n i inside monorail....we knew each other since standard 1.....in the same class till we graduate primary......secondary seldom contact wiv her....well, still very gd wiv her nowadays...n our school quite near oni...i studied in st.john, she's doing acc in mc-orange, very near....

~kian hou.....knew him since standard 5....pts fella.....damn geng in study......study smart fella....

~seok hui n i, inside k room.......

~kian hou, billy n seok hui r singing....

~kian hou, seok hui n i........

~hui, me n kian hou....while waiting for billy......no idea wad he is buying.......

~hui, wad u doing der?lolz.........aiyo, feel dat i very perasan....always cam-whore here n der........

~hou, hui n billy..........

~kian hou n i.........

~me n hui.........best fren for ever......

~billy n i.......dis one knew him....forget oredi...but i remember we always argued when we were small, ahahha, small kid wad.......stupid me, my face edi sooo big, still do dat pose summore..........

~going home.....waiting for monorail........oso wan to cam-whore, hahahah..........

~hui n i....another sweet memory b4 going home.....

Haha, sang for 3 hours today......well, still feel dat not enuf for me, coz i still got lots of songs haven sing.....n my voice hasnt gone yet........wakkaka.......reli long long long time din sing songs in one-shot le.......felt soooo happy n contented today...singing always my passion.......^_^.....hheheh, will go for another shot wiv ching ju after stpm........hahaha.......looking forwards for that...^_^

toDaY'Sss.....

~billy, hou n hui, if u guys wan photo plz ask from me in msn ok??thanks.........~

~to xiang xiang: hey, happy birthday ya....^_^.........~

~to my dearest bro, stanley: dun worry k?jie jie always beside u, cheer...........^_^~

my lovely hometown.....

My parents juz went back to hometown which situated in taiping, perak....well, left me n one of my younger bro staying in kl...the reason we din follow is becoz tuition....y we soooo hardworking?becoz, few more months to go, i'll be sitting for my stpm, n my younger bro is in f4 dis year, so muz study hard....

Haih, counting, how long i din follow them back to my lovely hometown??very long edi....i miss everything over there...i miss the air, miss the food, miss my sifu(who taught me play badminton), miss the pasar malam, miss the rain, miss the sunshine....everything..there r juz so precious for me, ntg can replace........n of coz i miss my grandparents n my cousins soooooo much....

Born to be natural....eventhough my hometown is not advanced as kl, but it is juz so special for me, u wont feel any pressure over there, ur life juz peaceful n calm all the time....life over there totally different from here where u hav to compete wiv time, the pace moving is soooo faz till we got no time to rest...

When i was small, i enjoyed catching grasshopper wiv my cousin in an open field, catched tadpole n small fishes in longkang(the water is clean n clear ok....), playing wiv sands or go to beach to hav our happy moment, cycling along the kampung roadside by the evening where u can c the beautiful sunset in front u...y?becoz there dun hav tall building blocking ur view...at night, u can c the countless star sparkling, the night sky is soooo deep n blue.....i enjoyed walking by the roadside holding my cousins' hand...we can chat a lot....i'll tell him/her my life over kl here, n they will tell me mine....sumtimes we can chat till midnite n sacrifice our bed time.....

I think this is the difference between a pure kl lite n someone from kampung....i'm happy because i hav a very precious childhood that not everyone might hav...i dun mind others call me kampung girl coz i enjoy being a kampung girl....i wonder y i can be so frenly, maybe becoz of dis??lolz.....

transformed......

Finally, finish my bio n chem practical....today is my fifth time doing rat disection, second time disect the thorax of the rat....oh man, feeling like wan to vomit once i open the cover of the container...juz cannot tolerate wiv the formalin smell......after school having lunch, the soup oso turns to becum formalin smell.....

Well, thorax is quite hard for me to open compared to abdomen....coz there r many blood vessels, vein n arteries that i cannot break it....now oni i know when doing disection, i reli need lots of concentration....disect for 3 hours.....>_<....3 hours, juz to remove the muscle, clear the nerve tissues n fat tissues so dat the vein can be clearly seen....n it's hard, coz my rat quite unusual, teacher said so....however, i still manage to do it finally, juz i accidentally broke a main vein...luckily the other side still nice....quite messy though coz the muscle haven remove thoroughly n it already dried up.....but the main thing is as long as teacher can c the vein, arteries n everything exactly like the manual, then can score edi....lastly, hav to remove the heart n pass up.....shit, dunno where to cut, dunno how to do....however still able to finish it wiv the aid of teacher n frens....

Well, after this practical, i dun think will take up medicine course in my future....today while disect until half reli feeling like wan to giv up....coz reli dunno how to do, how to open the rib cage?wad if i break the trachea accidentally?wad if bla bla bla....oni i know, every single cut we made, there is a lot of courageos hidden behind it...of coz, try to apply this in our life....we need lots of courageous to continue living, coz a small step will determine our future sumtimes....n like today's disection, if i cut it wrongly, then i hav to say bye bye to this practical...n ya, actually i oso use up lots of courageous to trace, to display n so on....every movement i made within the organ muz be gentle, so i hav to be dare even the risiko is there....

N today oso oni i realize i hav 'transformed'....those days where i keep on worrying about everything, sink in pain n so on were the processes of transformation...n today sumthing make me feel dat i'm different from others....neway, the difference is gd, lil girl still will grow up wad....n thanks to my mom for forcing me enter form 6...i remember i used about months to make myself adapted to f6 life in a new environment, n i made it....ya, f6 is hard to go through no doubt, but i learnt a lot n gain a lot too...i learnt how to multitask, learn how to mix wiv all kinds of ppl, learnt how to work under pressure, learnt how to divide my time well(dis one still can improve though),'learnt' how to live without tv, 'learnt' how to sleep oni 5 hours a day n lots more....

Now already august, wad i can say is time reli flies....first time i feel dat my 'one week' passes so faz....tml another 'friday', next week is another week.....so faz huh.....2007 is going to end soon, STPM ARRRR!!!!!!

Dis one and a half year, started tackle out wad reality is, wad actually a hectic life is, n the concept of living is the same, apply wad we had learnt in school n books into our daily life, never say study is useless, coz u nvr apply the concept properly...(i hate exam but nvr hate study, plz dun get me wrong)...the problem is how u view a thing oni, juz like wad my chemistry teacher always said:"monster(reactants) keeps on changing, but concept still the same"...dat's wad we called philosophy i think...well, God will bless me.....dat's all wad i can say...

Rocker!!!!

Yesterday went to rock city to watch a performance performed by their students....my guitarist was in....haha.....yesterday they were rock, no doubt....sum of them i would like to say very gd, wad they lack is only a real stage wiv all the spot lights shine on them........About 10 songs they played, n there r 2 songs very impressed me, one is jie tuo n another one is 'see her dance'...the latter one was composed n arranged by one of the manager of the rock city...the song was seriously very very nice.....n the highlight of yesterday night was the jamming session among 3 students n all of them r guitarist.....dat one super nice lah.........hahahha.......3 guitarist were up to the standard!!!


~vocalist(felix), guitarist(felix oso), 2nd guitarist (fazly)

~irene...juz knew her not long ago...irene was soooo cool n yeng while playing "it's my life"...n the 'jie tuo' oso very nice.........luv it.....

~fazly....wow, dis one totally rocker.....n he can play very well too.....

~dunno wad's his name....neway, he can play very gd too........^_^

~felix......my so called 'bro'.....lolz, everyone reli thought that i'm ur sis........THANK YOU MY DEAR BRO for sharing this wiv them...*ehem*........*blek*........well, u played very gd yesterday...improved a lot.....ganbatte yo........^_^....i know, u wan me to say : "u're rock rite?", hahah.....then invite me again for the next performance....do like fazyl, jumping while playing guitar, then u r super duper rock edi...n dat time i admit dat u r ROCKER!!!!serious....hahahah.......

心情话：

~犹豫了很久，其实还是有一点点放不下。。。但我在努力当中。。。努力地告诉自己我不再，也不会想你，努力催眠自己我们是朋友，也努力的让自己忙一点，我才没有多余的时间想你。。。其实自己还是开心的生活着，只是想起还是会伤心。。。时间会冲谈一切，一定会的，对不对？。。。相信上次留给你的东西也不见了。。。努力读书！！！~

MuS!c...

这两天，反复听着《不许哭》和《不能说的秘密》，但却心血来潮的想找回90年代的歌。。。
记得那时候，滚石的歌手让我印象很深刻，我很喜欢他们的歌。。。希望我没记错他们的唱片公司。。。
现在，不说什么唱片公司，只说印象深刻的。。。
很喜欢小齐的《心太软》，杜德伟的《无心伤害》，阿妹的《解脱》，莫文蔚与张洪量的《广岛之恋》，还有很多很多。。。
《解脱》是我的k歌。。。felix告诉我，明天（星期一）在rock city的演出有人唱《解脱》。
很期待。。。live band的《解脱》会给我怎样不同的感动。。。

谢谢你。。。^_^

今天，心情不好一整天，班上的同学遭殃，真的很不好意思。。。
在msn遇到他*，告诉他*我的情绪，比利巴拉一大堆全部发泄出来，真的有比较舒服，谢谢他*。
唯一能让我不要想起他的就是睡觉，所以下线后，我就跑去睡了一餐。
睡了一个小时，起来冲凉，吃点东西，过后家电话响了。。。
本来懒得听，但看见婆婆拿不到那个电话，我还是爬起来听了。。。
是他*。。。
这次有点奇怪，因为他*打来我家，平常他*都是打我的手机。。。
但没关系，重点不是这个。
重点是，他*怕我还不开心，怕我会做什么傻事，所以打来慰问我一下。
我告诉他*，我不会这样笨，为了一个不care我的男生做傻事，人要先爱的，还是自己。。。
虽然他*不多话，但还是谢谢他*打来陪我聊天。。。
谈完后，send了一封信息给darling shiuan和他*，谢谢他*在我不开心时还是会陪我说话，我会很珍惜他*这个朋友。
他*在我心目中已经晋级了，对我来讲，他*真的算是我蛮close的朋友了。
他*和他对待我的态度差别永远都是那么大，
跟他*真的可以谈心，跟他只能谈表面的东西。
告诉他*，别担心，我跟他分定了，我不想推翻自己说过的东西，不想变成自己与别人眼中的笨女人。。。
只是，在学校还是会遇到他，所以不要sms告诉他我要分，怕下次见到面会尴尬，而且我的预试要到了，不想影响读书的情绪，所以我唯有不理他。。。
不过都没差别，要他关心我？！比登天还难，所以，有男友也是等于没男友。。。
所以，算是结束了吧！
决心已经下了，接下来的行动就是看自己的自制能力，
下一回看到他，不能心动，女人还是矜贵的好。。。
最后，只想告诉他*，谢谢你还记得我，没有丢下我这个朋友。。。*感动-ing*
而且，别担心，我有什么事，第一时间都会找你，答应我不会丢下我就好了。。。

~他*和他是两个不同的人，别弄乱了~

直发。。。

昨天，坐在镜子前梳头，梳着梳着：“咪，药水在哪里？我想洗直。”说过不再伤害头发，但还是反悔了，很多东西不能说得太肯定。最后，我还是不要我的卷发。

本来自己做的，因为不想麻烦妈妈，但最后还是她帮我洗。没有很直，因为只是洗直，并没有电直，只是卷度很明显没有了，视觉上头发长了，也比较匾了，所以有种脸变得更大的错觉。

现在要天天搽油，因为头发又受损了。可以天天梳头了。。。再见了，my curly hair。。。

Stress gila!!!!!!!!!!

About one-month left for trial, roughly 3 months left for stpm........the pressure is too high for me to withstand, teachers haven finish syallabus, sum chapters still cannot master yet, too many things n formulae to memorise, n i tend to forget....think like wan to giv up everytime i study till half way....how to cover everything within dis short period??3 months juz tooo short for me....nevertheless, i still wish dat dis 3 months will end as soon as possible, juz cant wait to get rid of stpm, the nightmare for me...
Haih, think will break down again someday....

SJI F6 orientation (2007).....in bukit nanas.....

Today we r having our orientation wiv lower sixers in bukit nanas...i was there to help my darling shiuan since she said she need somebody to help, so i skip tuition today, n stay inside bukit nanas for hours to help out....neway, dis year was quite fun....we're not using water colour like laz year to paint our juniors' face, but they juz splash by water gila-gila, haha.....

Rite after school, we changed our clothes n tumpang an indian girl's car to bukit nanas, our station is somewhere around the kl tower....well, her driving skill was OMG, chun man!!!!very dangerous, chi gek!!!nyaris-nyaris crash wiv a taxi today, but i know is our fault.....thanks to her neway!!^_^

Our station is playing wiv ice....we filled one big tank of water full wiv ice, then we add salt(to maintain the temparature as low as possible), toothpaste, to turn the water cloudy so dat they wont find the things we wan dat easily n make it colder of coz.......

So long nvr been there...laz time was laz year, went there to catch bugs n get some leaves for my bio project....nice environment, the air was fresh, cool breeze...i'm juz a natural lover.......^_^


~sunnie, shiuan n sook yien were preparing the cold water....

~hahaha, c wad we add??COLGATE.....lolz.........

~sunnie n i, walked to kl tower juz for a toilet.........

~me n sook yien...she's totally a freak game organiser.....

~while waiting juniors to cum, not forgotten to cam-whore....wakakka......sien neh..

~me n darling shiuan........finally we did the same pose........hahahaha

~again me n darling shiuan.........^_^

~'kiss' by mosquitoes........

~li jia, me n shiuan.........juniors still haven cum up yet.......li jia was sooo bz walking here n der to coordinate everything......

~mehala was briefing juniors about the rules....quite fun though, sure will get wet in her station......

~ya, my station.....can c the milky 'solution'????hahahha, it's very colllldddd n cool man.......ur hand sure will becum numb after u played the game....i've tried, it was totally cold.......i think below 0 degree celsius coz we put lots of salts......n keep adding ice, toothpaste n salt each time a group is approaching.

~li jia still adding toothpaste for them.......pity them...........hahahaha........

~pity chai, our camera-man fell down....injured his arm.......

~sook yien, me, sunnie n shiuan.......gila torturing our juniors for hours...pity them....

Well, it has started to rain but yet we haven finish everything, so for the safety reason, we forced to terminate the orientation n go back to school.......still got one group din turn up in our station, i think is chee kien's group....aiya, cannot torture him edi......hahaha, i'm sooo bad........after the result has announced, everything has ended, lolz, i got idea who won at last, coz i was very tired, nvr had my lunch b4 go up to the hill....after dat, me li jia, sunnie n sum frens went to restaurant nearby to hav our meal while waiting for the rain to stop...wow, i ate a lot......finally, recover from illness, i can eat wad i luv to eat, of coz, i'll pandai-pandai jaga la........hahahah.........ya, dat's all for today......^_^

：

好久都没病得这样‘五颜六色’了。。。还以为自己好了，哪里知道烧又回来了。。。
这几天都睡了好久，真的很累很累。。。而且，都没什么吃到东西，因为一吃了就想吐，没什么胃口。本来以为自己食物中毒，因为连喝水都想吐，然后又泄得。。。再泄下去觉得自己的身体会脱水。。。今天，总算没泄了，但又发烧了。。。之前发烧都不会这样辛苦，但是这次真的有点辛苦。。。而且，我不喜欢吃药，所以没有看医生，应该不会好得那么快，唯有喝多点水，真的不行再吃panadol，然后不要再冷到，相信会比较快好吧。。。
现在真的全身没力，从早上八点到现在，间隔十一个小时，我才吃了一粒苹果，一碗面和一根香蕉，还去补习（补完习才病回的），走了不少路。。。等巴士真的明显发觉自己随时会晕倒。我很想吃我要吃的东西，但我现在都不能吃，*哭*。。。要吃东西就要赶快好起来。。。：（

很想。。。

很想去海边。。。
很想时间多一点。。。
考完试的第一件事，整理书桌。。。
将房间大扫除一番，
回乡下，
游北马，
学跳舞，
应征我梦寐以求的工作，
和朋友出街，脚断也没关系，
暂时是这样多。。。
现在想不会太早，现在都几月了，只能说，时间过得太快太快了。。。

who invent dis?!!!I NEED SPACE

Juz now my dad showed me a msg, i was shocked gila!!!!!I think maxis is having a new plan, wad fren finder plan, which can check wer a person be at at a particular time juz by sending his/her number to the centre......then u'll get a reply within seven minutes....they will show the ADDRESS summore....

Luckily i reli went to tuition juz now....my dad was checking me thru dis plan.....he showed me the msg:"fren finder:0122705xxx is near dataran merdeka, jln hishamudin, kl"......awwww, WAD IS DIS?!?!?!no wonder yesterday he took my phono...rupa-rupanya he is registering the plan FOR ME....dun say me, my two brothers oso kena......haih, he said for our gd, if we r kidnapped then can find thru dis.....ok, i admit it's gd in sum ways, but it seems like mencabuli my kebebasan....haih, if they reli kidnap me, they'll throw the simcard away oso la, they wont so stupid guah...n, who wan to kidnap me?i aint pretty nor rich, kidnap me for wad????now wer am i, wad am i doing is under supervision....he still can check thru 3G.....can c everything.....

And one more thing, dunno y my mom juz dun believe wad i said lately....she ask me y so late oni cum back home, i said i tuition, she juz dun believe......i juz dunwan answer anymore...fed up when i heard dis.laz time oso, the campfire end late, she said i lie to her.....i juz terminate the call without saying gd-bye, i know it's rude but forgive me, i wad so fed up listening dat n so lazy n tired to explain...coz dat time quite late, n i was so tired...but the thing is i told them in the afternoon i went to my school for a campfire, n i'll reach home quite late....but she juz dun believe.....i know they r k for us, but i'm no longer a lil girl....juz giv me more freedom....i'm ur daughter, cant u guyz juz trust me a lil bit more?i know wad is correct n wad is wrong, juz let me 'fly' as i wish.... i'll learn to take k of myself...after i fell i'll learn......wad i wan juz ur support.....but mommy, u juz love to decide for me n insist that u r right, nvr think wad i actually like.....ok, nvm, maybe 19 for u guys still 'small'...i hope dat when i was 21, i can get the freedom dat i suppose to get....

FREEDOM, for me is very important....i dun like being tied down....i luv to 'run', 'jump', 'fly', i dun like being controlled, i dun like sum very lame 'rules' that limit me in doing things....i luv to mix around rather than stay in a gang, when i alone juz leave me alone, i dun mind, if i need frens, i'll find, n of coz u guyz r welcum to find me when u r facing wiv problems.....actually for the time being, i quite satisfied wiv wad i am doing now where i mix around wiv boys n girls in school, without my f5 gang, i think i got more freedom to do wad actually i like(i'm not saying i dun like gang up wiv them, but after trying, i think it'll be better for me not to engage wiv any gang that seriuosly stick together EVERY MOMENT, i prefer to do things alone, sumtimes)

Daddy, i believe u r a very rational daddy, i told myself u r juz trying out the plan dat u juz registered for me yesterday....n nvr try to tie me down....i juz like a horse, i need space n freedom.....i'll run.....

lazyness....

Lazyness is attacking me lately....LCY, roughly 2 months left for trial, wad hav u reli do??oni i realize i do ntg.....i beg u, cut down ur on9 time, cut down ur sleeping time, juz for 4 months ok?????GOD, going insane edi.......i hate dis.......plz be consisten abit......i wan the consistency like laz time.........

RuSh HoUr........

Eleven sumthing in the morning suddenly recieved cindy's call, ask me whether wanna go to midvalley...She wants to but a dress for her prom nite....Of coz, i hardly to refuse her invitation coz long time dun c her oso, so juz acc her to MV....

Well, the weather juz nice, kl was raining, luckily not very heavy....at least the rain giv the environment the cooling effect....Reach MV about twelve sumthing, then we straight away heading to TOP SHOP to purchase the dress that cindy's wan...BUT....we couldn't get the size we wan, cindy is so thin....So, we asked the staff to check for us if other outlet still hav the stock.....Luckily they found one for us which is at one U....Gosh, we gonna rush there asap as the prom will start at 6, n after 'shopping', i still need to make up for cindy.... So, we juz jump inside the car n rush to there as soon as we can.....again BUT, the traffic is sooooo jammmm......trap inside the car for almost half an hour, even more than that......isshhhh!!!!

~very bored, so played around wiv my hp....blek....

~cindy n i....Her brother is a well-known model in malaysia...n her bf soon to be a star idol oso....

~again cindy n i....so sien neh......almost finish the sweet that she brought for me from sarawak....nice wei....

~still traffic jam.......>_<

Reach one U finally, after got the dress she wan, juz rush back to my house.....use 45 minutes to make up, rather long huh...muz improve my timing edi......haih, din take photo after make up, coz she is tooo rush edi, so juz let her go....hahahha.......well, nice 'sudden outing' wiv u....n thanks for ur sweets....^_^....next time we 'shop' again ya.....hope u'll hav a wonderful prom nite wiv ur handsome bf!!^_^

luv dat feeling....^_^

真的发现自己越来越爱唱歌了，虽然技巧还是有待加强。。。
最近的歌瘾很容易来。。。朋友介绍了ryan cabrera的true。。。第一次听觉的还好，但真的越听越好听。。。用了两天的时间学了这首歌，现在可以跟我的guitarist jam了。。。
为了下个星期的演出，今天下kl和felix练习，但少了julius，还是有少少的担心，不是很有安全感，感觉vocalist方面还有很多东西还没做，和音那些。。。糟了，剩下星期一可以练，但julius又有gm。。。烦！我真的希望每一个演出都是perfect。
练习之前竟然心血来潮去了博物馆一趟，还好啦，没什么东西看，都是石头，武器，照片bla bla bla的。。。过后找个荫荫的地方坐下来练习。他弹吉他，我唱歌，感觉真的很好很好。。。气氛又好，赞！只练了半个小时，过后就去补习了。。。真的爱上那首歌了，more than words 和 true，两首我都很喜欢。。。
当然，等下要做‘功课’了。清唱录下来，再找缺点，当然，study歌词很重要，才知道那首歌要表达什么，feel很重要哦！
希望下个星期不会吐槌，God will bless us......

原来死亡离我们很近。。。

昨天接到爸的电话，他说我的表哥车祸去世了。。。我还怀疑自己听错，再次确定，没错，他真的去世了。。。才大我几年，是小时候的玩伴。。。也许大了，所以没之前那么熟，但听后还是很伤心，整天的心情掉到谷底。。。

第二次发现，死亡真的离我们很近，近得你不知道下一秒，下一个转角，你是不是就会离开这个世界。。。突然想很多。。。

打给我的吉他手，讨论下个星期的演出过后，跟他谈了很多。。。可能我话变少了吧，所以觉得昨晚他讲的话比平时多了一倍，relatively。。。不过没关系，我当时真的很需要一些声音，需要有人陪。。。谈了确实舒服很多。。。他平常真的不多话，不过跟他谈天真的很爽，谈音乐还有bla bla bla的，一样梦想吧！

今天又得知我同学的婆婆去世了。。。怎么一下子这样多这种消息。。。节哀顺变吧。。。

还能说什么？珍惜身边的一切。。。

Lolz..........

Today go to school for ntg actually........coz today dun hav PNP...our Education Minister is visiting to our school for dunno wad function....n of coz, whole school was busy up n down for the past two days but Dato Sri Hishammudin juz came for two hours...Actually i go to school becoz i was chosen to pin the coursage for Dato....N i juz crack lots of jokes becoz very suprisingly, my hand is not shaking but my whole body is shivering...of coz shiver la.......First, he is a 'big ppl', secondly, so many 'big ppl' n reporters around him, OMG....it's impossible i wont get nervous.....However, he quite frenly though, bent slightly down to let me pin the coursage for him, then ask me dun panic, he wont eat me....all the teachers juz cum around n say, dun panic....lolz, actually i'm not lo, juz they all 'comfort me' till i panic oso...but of coz, i still manage to pin it, juz took rather long time....reporters n photographer shud thank to me, i drag the time so long n let them catch so many photoes, hahah....... hopefully my face wont appear in newspaper the next day...n thanks to kelly for helping me oso....^_^

Well, today quite happy la,go back together wiv my guitarist, n talk a lot of coz...long time nvr chat wiv him le....talked about band....wow, COOL!!!we still need another guitarist, pianist, n i wish to hav one male vocalist, can duet wad, drummer i think he found one....hahahha......anyone interested in it?n thanks for helping me to free myself today n also the pic below, thanks for helping me to scan.........

~hehe, my one-year-old birthday party.......yeah, victory....i luv dis...wonder who is the photographer, izzit daddy??hahhaha........i thought the cake is a real piano, so i reli use my hand 'play' on it n even step on it....those photoes still wiv me....haha, the 'grand piano' hancur oredi, lolz........wad a sweet memory.....

~juz woke up.....my blur look.......hahha.....sleeping, one of my hobby........notice my chubby face nvr change....lolz..........^_^.....~sweet~

#Who invent the camera?ppl today shud thanks to him...if not, ntg can keep our memory fresh.....haha, i'm juz a photo freak........#

SJI CAMPFIRE 2007 ROXXXX!!!!

Lolz, said wan to let my mouth n myself rest for several days, how cum yesterday i went to the sji campfire n shout like hell....

Haha, at first, nvr thought wan to go....somehow, after i finish doing an interview wiv my fren from TARc, suddenly feeling like dunwan to go home n got no mood to study, then called so many ppl n ask who wanna go, wanna find a companion, till my phone got no battery n out of credit>_<.....loitering around first since the time still early, juz nice 5pm....the event start the registeration at 6 n start officially at 7...so no point i reach der so early....so, i went to putra lrt station to find a public phone, continue calling frens....hahahha, lolz, finally i found yun han is going too, k, gd....so, i walked to school n meet wiv him first, since i reli got ntg to do......still early man, haven reach 6 oso, but they let me enter oso coz i'm johannian wad, they wont becum so cruel de,hahaaha......while all the scout members r busying preparing, me, yun han n one guy, forgot his name edi, sorry, were listening to songs in bilik garudamas, n oni i realize yun han can sing very nice....he has a gd voice...

Waiting for sooo long, finally, sum johannians arrived....i was sooo happy when i saw li jia, juz stick wiv her for the whole night enuf coz oni me n she r upper six gals.....n lots of cps' were der, juz know sum of them...so still stick wiv li jia for the whole night....

The whole event was amazing....concert, games(lolz, everyone is hugging here n der, but me n my team members were out after the 3rd round). The most impressed me was the performance from scout members where they create a story line, some act as police n some act as thief, climb here n der in order to arrest the thieves.... sum of them reli fall down from school building, n it's quite high man....got no idea whether they fall purposely or accidentally....but i am sure that kevin n theng fall accidentally.....kevin fall from the arc n injured his arm n leg while theng fall from the badminton court der to the volley ball court...he hit the zinc plate(roof top), awww, sure very pain....hopefully they r fine...finger cross.....n kok peng is sooooo yeng while climbing up to the f5 block, reli OMG, from QM room, to canteen, then up to form 5 classes, without using staircase, reli climb man....damn yeng man.....lolz, becum his admirer edi......hahaha, jkjk........ well, can c dat they reli put in lots of effort n time to make dis event a success....thumb up!!!^_^

Haha, i think dat's only for today....played for two days edi, muz spend my lovely sunday to study....well, hopefully those who injured will be ok after the treatment, n all scout members get enuf rest as all of them r reli bz coordinating everything to ensure every lil part of the event is going smoothly, n of coz thanks to kok peng, his inviting........^_^......LASTLY, TO ALL THE SJI SCOUT MEMBERS, U GUYS R ROCK!!!!:p

有点难过。。。

推掉了他offer我的jamming session，因为怕自己抽不出时间练习。不想考虑太久，怕会拖他的时间太久，所以很果断的拒绝了，但我告诉他我会去。八月十三日晚上八点，我会记得的。。。

有点难过。。。人有时候就是不能做自己喜欢的东西。。。没有人会喜欢考试的吧！但这个时候，我却选择了读书。。。违背了自己的梦想。。。我还是现实的奴隶。。。我多希望神能给我所一点点时间。。。错过了这一次的机会，还会有下一次吗？

今天，我想除了等下会帮朋友做的interview说话之外，其余的时间，我都没心情说话了。。。好吧，就让自己的嘴巴休息几天。。。

今天，有点难过。。。荷尔蒙作怪吧。。。

suprise!!!!!

Too many things r suprising me lately....me n Hs still like dat, nvr exceed 5 sentences in our conversation during school hours.......i oso dunno wad to do, seems like getting serious, the selisih is getting deeper n deeper....but reli got no mood lately, lazy to talk, lazy to explain.....very tired....so better dun do anything...i believe time will heal........

Well, the first thing suprising me is my grandma came dis thursday....the first second i step on doorstep i reli very suprise.......i thought she dunwan to cum, neway, she still came....wkakak........yeah, i can follow her to the wedding dinner edi....

Friday, ya, friday....oni cum to school for 2 periods of PA, lots of teacher involve in the rehearsal, i oso involve indirectly....y?haha, story goes like dis....when i was doing my revision, a lower six gal came to my class n told me mrs.cheng wan to c me....i thought teacher wan me pass me sum hw for our class to do....then suddenly Alice(the lower six gal) ask me,"do u learn music?", "erm....i know sum...y?","ooo, mrs.cheng seems like wan u to play music for us","wad?i dunwan....i cannot play properly n i not reli got the ohm to sing for any function like laz time edi"...ya, the phobia still der, stage-fright still der.......however, when i reach the hall, mrs.cheng juz ask me to correct their tune....lower sixers going to sing national anthem n school ralley on tuesday....u know, to form a choir, it's not an easy thing, if the starting key is not uniform, whole song will go sux....well, me n KL were der to help mrs.cheng dis, ntg much actually, juz giv opinion, find the tempo n pitch for them.....now oni i realize 'all the way' n 'the pledge' r nice....laz time nvr learn these two songs....haha, but dis year they nvr learn the song 'the johannian spirit'....so, me, kl, juen, milton n eu gin who know to sing dis song sing to them, let them know wad the song sounds like....n my gdness, pui yan cam n told me i hav a nice voice....oh pls, eversince i viewed the video which record down dat day, i reli think dat my voice is not nice....haih, i know i shud view it in positive way, coz singing is my passion, impossible to let a 'video' beat me down rite?so, haha, no comments.....k la, still will sing.....in shower........wakakak, jkjk!!!

After dat, chinese society meeting>>japan foundation>>go home>>wedding dinner....

Another suprising me is the wedding dinner......i remember i said dat it'll be a very grand dinner in my previous post.....however, i totally wrong......very very wrong.....once i reached der, everything juz OMG......well, no comments bout the fd, still nice actually, coz very hungry edi, so juz eat.....the things dat drop my spec is, k, they juz hold a buffet, k, no problem wiv dat....but then, got no bride, no gown, no bridegroom, OH, WAD IS DAT?? n everybody juz wear cincai-cincai....luckily my wearing was casual enuf, if not, sure becum monkey among them...n no handsome n pretty der.....hahaha......lolz, it's not grand at all......maybe shud say it's juz a very simple 'symbolic' dinner....like juz let own relatives know dat my daughter is getting marry....well, my cousin sis oredi 30+, neway, she still look elegant n pretty....but not in the pic below....her real look is prettier....no idea who is her husband, reli kena bom, how cum bridgroom nvr attend, YES, IS NVR CUM....how cum?!conclusion, everything juz out of my expectation.......n talk nvr exceed 10 sentences during the dinner oso....not close wiv my relatives der, juz keeps on sms-ing wiv my fren, n juz like wad i said, tired, no mood to talk........



~me n my cousin sis......c, she's so tall, both of us r not wearing high heel, fair, hahaha......former stewardess of SGP AIRLINES.... she looks prettier in real life, reli......n i realize i becum fatter lately...no idea, eating too much........


~time reli flies....all my relatives said dat when they saw me, a gal who is going to turn 20....laz time they said when i still a small kid n bla bla bla......n i'm the only teenage gal dat nite......so boring......can c dat, my cousin sis' siblings who looks very handsome n pretty laz time was now looking soso after their marriage.....dis is life....diff stages to go, i'll reach dat stage eventually oso......n i know, now is the time for my generation to rock n roll....~

无可奉告

觉得上天真的很眷顾我。。。开心的事情，他给我双倍；伤心的事情，他还是给了我双倍。。。

今天朋友跑过来问了我一件事情。她说她只是听回来的，叫我听后不要生气。。。她说，外面有传言说我对lower six的juniors这样好是因为我要拿今年的best senior!!!我听后很砸到，‘扑嗞’一声大笑了出来。。。只是觉得，我的天啊！我根本不是那种为了利益才对一个人好的人。。。她说，认识你的人就知道你不是这种人。。。第一秒，我是大笑的，可是接下来，突然胸口感觉有点重，很想哭。。。我不知道原来我的friendly在别人眼中是这么虚伪的。。。散播谣言的人果然不了解我。。。如果我只是单纯的想拿best senior，那我在学校对F4和F5的人好又是这么一回事？我对lower six就好啦！听过后真的有点气。。。那些人真的是吃饱没事做。。。没事做就去睡觉，不然就去读多点激励成长的书籍，为自己的内涵加分。。。我对人好，是因为看到别人因为得到自己帮助那开心的心情，自己也会开心。。。你以为开心是因为你身上穿着名牌衣吗？是因为你有别人没有的东西吗？我的开心是，当周围的朋友开心，自然而然也会开心，一个很可爱的小东西也会令我开心，能在我肚子饿时买个面包给我吃我也会开心，还有很多很多。当然我还是觉得帮助有需要人还是最开心的，所以有一天我突然有个念头，我想去孤儿院，去做我能做的事情。我觉得那种开心是很充实的。我不否认你买一样我很喜欢的东西给我我也会很开心，但不同的，充实的感觉还是最有意义的。真的觉得周围的东西都变了，当人们的念头变了质，当一切动作都被冠为虚伪的时候，真的会很失望。。。讨厌跟有心机的人在一起，处处防备很累。。。我宁愿你鸡杂点，但就是不要让我觉得你有心机，天蝎座一耍心机起来你们都要靠边站。。。

另一件令我很头痛的就是跟她的事，今天跟她讲话不超过五句。。。我想她误会我在她junior面前讲她坏话，我也不想解释，懒得解释。。。如果我们的友情会因为一个我们两个都认识不久的junior破坏的话，那算了吧！我们之间少了朋友间的信任。我跟你的junior会比她跟你好是因为我们早上有时会一起来学校，而且我是她第一个认识的senior，所以才会这样好。。。总觉得你爱为小事计较，大事却不管。。。也一直以为你会很成熟的处理事情，但原来你不是，有时真的不能忍受你的性格。。。既然你都不想跟我讲话那就算了吧！我也不是那种爱pou satay的人。。。要记得，我们要说很多谎话来圆一个谎，让自己这样辛苦干嘛！我就是那么敢爱敢恨。你不要我也不希罕。

不过，伤心过后就算了，嘴巴是人家的，我封不起来。只要自己觉得问心无愧，那就好了。。。我只能声明，刘巧颖不是那种爱巴结的人。。。如果任何一位觉得是的话，欢迎你们在comments中留言说我就是那么假。我不怕，因为我对得起自己。。。

~今天嘉雯趁我在PA节偷睡时在我补习的note画了让我很开心的东西。。。这个开心我没有表现出来，我把它放在

心里，有这样的朋友真的很感动哦！！螃蟹是她，因为她是巨蟹座的，她的生日要到咯！^_^脚印是我。还有一句Friendship 4ever... >_<。跟她同校了五年，但F6大家都转了。只是偶尔在补习中心会遇到。。。她是一个没有心机的女生，所以跟她在一起很舒服。。。我还记得我是因为向她问时间而认识的，我们不曾同班过，但感情还是这样好。。。朋友就是会在你需要帮助是出现在你身边；在你落寞是陪在你身边；在你是失望时鼓励你站起来；在你犯着错时，狠狠骂醒你；然后会在你不注意时，做些让你感动的东西。。。carmen, thanks ya.......muax!!!!luv u 4ever pinku lady!!!!~footprint~

很累啊！！！！

也许PMS吧，今天的心情不美到不会说。。。第一次和朋友回家没讲过一句话。。。原因，我很累，心情不好，而且他弄伤脚，所以也没心情说话。。。我们就这样静静的，没讲话，一直到终点。。。

不晓得为什么，最近很多人问我要不要去什么什么function的。。。我的吉他手问我要不要去一个‘family day’，达明前天问我星期四要不要去喝茶，今天又来问我星期五要不要下petaling street，应该是他的朋友在那天帮他庆祝生日吧，所以捞埋我一起去，k.loon问我要不要去SMK Sri Sentosa的carnival，kok peng问我要不要去这个星期六他们scout举办的campfire，还有一个，jia wen gor gor的harry porter。。。好奇怪，真的好奇怪哦！一下子太太太多了。。。不过很多我都推了。原因，我很累，今天补习差不多睡了整节的biology。。。老师发现了。。。还有，我破产了。。。最近花很多在吃的，真的没有多余的钱让我花了。。。自己都还不会赚钱，总不能一直花爸爸的钱。。。而且，有点懒得出去。。。有时间我想睡觉，吃东西，上网。。。

今天，又被我发现到一位不甘寂寞的男孩。。。无可奉告。。。真的不懂要说什么了。。。之前还挺欣赏他的，但我似乎把话说得太早，之前所说的，看来今日要被我推翻了。。。人是不是都是怕寂寞的？也许我也是这样的人吧！所以有时over frenly到令人误会。。。

突然想起我还欠朋友很多outing，最久的是crab的，认识他两年但都没见过面，照片就看过，每次他问我几时得空出来，我都说等我考完试我一定会出；还有和我吉他手的鬼戏，放心，你一定会看到我乱喊的样子的；和strawberry的outing，超想跟她出的，假期后，一定要出；和我妹妹的outing也是，这个也是一定要出；最重要还是和姐妹们的，忽略她们太久了。。。有漏吗?应该没有了吧。。。这些被我列出来的我是一定会出的，只是时间关系罢了。。。

真的要对一些朋友说声抱歉，跟你们的约会推了又推，真的真的很很很对不起。。。:(

i reli wish dat i can go.......

sob sob...very sad ar.....i'm going to miss a very very grand wedding dinner dis friday.....very sad!!!!

At first can go de, but then my grandma suddenly told me dat she is not cuming to kl for the wedding dinner, so i oso cannot follow her edi....

Y i describe it as grand wedding dinner but actually i haven attend.....the bride for dat nite is my cousin sister who work as a stewardess for SGP airlines...so, now u guys can imagine how pretty she is n how tall she supposed to be, n yet she reli pretty n tall...n her siblings are all very handsome, pretty, tall, juz like artist....izzit gd if if i inherited sum of the genes from them.....genetic reli amazing....

Reli very shocked when my grandma told me that she is going to marry dis friday, coz she's quite 'open' so i thought she will 'play' for several years b4 marry....neway, their story reli amazed me....i heard my grandma said her husband-to-be proposed to her during a flight in an aeroplane....n dis 'event' came out in newspaper......my gdness, patutlah my cousin sis wan to get marry wiv him, quite romantic huh....haiya, but i wont c the pretty bride n witness their grand wedding dinner as well.......cry hundred times oso not enough...

Sob sob, thought can groom myself up dat day n attend the wedding dinner, thought can take many pic of mine n the sweet couple n put it in my blog, thought reli can attend then can c lots of pretty n handsome..........haih, how cum.......GOD, hopefully my grandma will change her mind n suddenly appear in front of me after i came back from tuition tml........finger cross.........

wad a tiring day!!!!

Today is sat, but still need to wake up early n go back to school for gotong-royong....bring lots of things, detergent, cloth, my outing cloths, cosmetics, my file, tuition notes, pencil case n bla bla bla, coz after dat tuition n outing wiv winnie n nicole....well, not reli did much today coz accidentally cut my palm when holding a big glass, real big glass.....it's juz a small cut, but in order to prevent any infection, so i juz do light work, like help them to change the dirt water, n get fd for my classmates. well, still pain.....after finish cleaning our class, went for jap club meeting.Honestly, everytime feel pissed off when having jap club meeting, members r not co-operate, teacher like dun k...haih, maybe me n davis oso got problem in leading a society...neway, going to 'retire' soon, juz dun think too much......hope dat the new board can lead better than us.....

Then maths tuition....i was sooooo tired, wad teacher taught juz absorb half....vector is very hard, for me la, luckily i'm not taking physic (vector related to physic).....finally, two hours has passed, go to TS as faz as i can, left about 45 minutes for me to meet my frens....i hav to change cloths, lap my body(coz sweat a lot juz now) n put sum make-up, juz very light make-up...feeling like wan to finish my cosmetic asap....after talk n walk for whole day....now i totally exhausted.....however, today muz finish my hw b4 go to sleep, tml hav to start my revision dat oredi set laz week........


~Mei sing is cleaning the fan....hahaha, Sc4 gals r strong....wakakka, so boys out der dun try to pijak on our tails.....whole gang of us sure will shoot u till die.....pity our class maths expert always kena shoot by us.....lolz, sorry ray......n Mei Sing is my classmate, not my junior.....Felix, i ain't dat old ok........sad me....: (

~'secret recipe' 's chesse cake...dis is yogurt cheese......very nice.....wow, ate quite lot today.....one set of lunch meal, one cheese cake, nasi lemak n bread within the afternoon....will hav my dinner later......normally juz can finish half of the cheese cake, but today i finish my spaghetti n my cheese cake sekali gus.....coz i very hungry.....

~nicole n i.....getting 'lady' each day..... my very close fren since form 2....i still remember i'm the one who change her becum a talkative person.....hahahha..........

~winnie n i.....very very close oso.....form five was sitting beside me.....a very 'straight' n daring gal......it's nice when u be wiv her coz she is not dat kind of gal dat will stab u from behind.........

~hahahha, winnie is helping me coz i told her i wan a smaller face.....

~while waiting for her parents to cum, i acc her n cam-whoring wiv her....

~waiting for my dad......very tired edi.....

~reach home finally........

Watched one live band show in sg.wang, oni 3 ppl, 2 vocalists n 1 guitarist...the guitarist is using acoustic if not mistaken.....they r very gd.....both of the vocalists can sing very gd.......miss dat day suddenly....miss the song 'ni yao de ai' n of coz miss my band members too.....i know i still love to sing.....

after dat lepak here n der wiv winnie, not reli talk much coz very very tired le.....then met up with kok loon b4 going back.....sms for whole evening but meet up for 2 minutes, funny.........hahaha....n met wai leong n lucy too.....they asked me whether wan to join VI's campfire.......nah, very tired edi......sorry!!!! gosh!!!!!spend a lot these two days....juz bought a face cleanser today, cost me 45 bucks, from THE BODY SHOP....hopefully can control my pimples from popping out...okok, stop outing for the next few months...oni out if der is reli reli special occasion.....muz control myself edi.......