preview show at dewan kajang

~me in the partial attire...before groom up....

~wash my oily first b4 i start my make up session with GOLD GOH PERFECT MAKE UP N HAIR STYLE ACADEMY....

~finish my make up, start styling my hair.....well, our make up n hair style hav fixed....pink purple for eye colour n tie half hair up, including the frindge...

~half-way job....

~tadaaa.....done....me n my make up artist, elaine....^^

~me n teck peng...one of my dancing partner...^^

~me n xia huang, my partner oso...parts numbers of set work together wiv him....^^

~ivy n i....actually we hav known each other past 2 years when joining the PJKN...^^happy to meet her back~~

~me n yue di...^^

~me n philles....^^she looks like fairy ooo~~~

~ivy, me n emcee....

~exco of external programme....mommy n i.....^^thanks 4 everything...^^

~me n jj.....both of us r from taiping, kakaka....he used to be my partner as well.....

~me n lay ying.....^^gd luck girl...XD

emcee n i, before go for performance......

~me n joyce, the dance diva.....before go for performance....soon to be our turn.....

~yes yes yes!!!!!!finish the preview finally...it was a success....they said the show very nice oo..happy happy^^

~well well, after partially remove my make up....^^

~start feeling tired.....waiting for ukm bus go back to kl....tml still got test, urgh!!!!!!!

~reached my hostel......ss before i'm going to remove all my make up...

~k la k la, finish ss edi....wanna remove make up n take bath le.....

LASTLY, CONGRATS TO ALL THE PERFORMERS (ACTORS, ACTRESSES N DANCERS), THE PREVIEW SHOW HAS SUCCEED......NOW, WE HAV TO WORK HARDER FOR OUR COMING OCTOBER PERFORMANCE IN DECTAR OK??GANBATTE OOO~~MAKE IT BLAST DAT DAY, CREATE A NEW HISTORY IN UKM....^^

tired~~~

oredi 3 days i din hav my dinner....i'm not fasting though....
i'm so tired, physically n mentally......
PT dancing reli killing me~~~~~

c'est la vie

心情蓝蓝的，觉得生活失去了重心。。。
想寻找一个寄托，任何类型都好，就是让我有个方向。。。
自己真的走对了吗?
今天逛了文具店，有股冲动想买水彩和图画纸，就很想画画。。。
但还是没买，知道自己做不到。。。
心有余儿力不足的感觉很难受。。。
没办法，
东西也会有它不公平的 时候，
这就是生活，
那么的起伏不定。。。。。
‘家家有本难念的经’，
这句不讲还好，
朋友一讲了，
竟然有股想哭的冲动。。。。。

special dedication~

awww~~~~it's gonna be sooo sweet~~~~~

~'me' on his hand.....promise me to keep 'me' nicely k?i'll 'spot-check' u de oooo.....:p...i definitely will miss the lil girl above so damn lot so u muzzz keep it properly since i hav gav 'her' to u~

This post is special dedicate to someone:(i know u r reading...:p)

U hav brighten my day up....i thought i still will be very moody for the second day, well, i felt better after the hours together wiv u~~~

thanks for everything....hope we'll forever like dis la....^^

i'm so gonna miss u 'two' a lot a lot...(u n the lil girl~~~)

from: ah ying~^^

重伤~

这次跌得很重。。。
过了一天，心情还是很烂，很蓝。。。
第二次崩溃了。。。
这次散落满地的心，真的不知道要从哪里开始收拾。。。
朋友都叫我不要想太多，
我说，
给我几天的时间。。。
我也知道几天的时间有点长，
我也知道一个小考不是大学四年的一切。。。
但这一跌真的是太重太重了。。。
重到我需要去见DR.KO，整个Forensics Department最大的head。
都是给那个'except'的字害死，
再给那个 'Discuss in length bone information that u can obtained from a bone.'险到，
我觉得整part MCQ，我是拿0的。。。
essay part那个bone information就拿多一粒0了。。。
下个星期去见DR，我怕我又再一次崩溃。。。
告诉我，
要怎样追回来？
senior说sem 1是最好score的，
我的mid-sem test 都烂到这样，怎么办？
我真的不知道我几时才会‘回来’，
信心真的完全没有了。。。:'(

sick of study!!!

so sick of study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
study physioanatomy seriously can make me throw up!!!!!!!!!

chocolate fever~~~~

~awwwww~~~~i love chocolate...juz top up some today....*well, ignore the things behind my chocolate*

~eating chocolate makes me feel gd, switch my mood to a better one....of coz, i suitable quantity...not too much, or else very heaty....

~however, it'll becum addiction if we cant control well, dat's y the chocolate i bought all in small pieces form, rather than one big bar...i know i couldnt stop once i start the first bite....:p

~well, will 'shop' more for dat...hehehhe....^^

can i hav one more chance?

when meet wiv a wrong guy, i rather be alone....

i'm regret........

i cried~~

broke down finally......:'(

bitter~sweet memories....^^

I know it'll be tired n busy for those who hav participated in the dancing...however, i oso know that every hardship that we're going through now soon will become the best part of sweet memories in our entire uni life, after 11 of Oct....^^


~all of us (21 ppls) r sitting down on the platform to do our revision for mid-sem test....we hav missed one train dat day coz toooooo many pppllllll...........horror!!!!sigh, the journey from titiwangsa to ukm, bangi by taking public transport sounds horror for us~~~it's very time consuming....

~we hav started the dance arrangement yesterday.....n it seems like more n more challenging....my coordination aint gd, so i gotta practise very very hard...sobbing...n seriously sometimes would think to giv up middle of the learning process....


~this is the 'colourful result' of keeps on rolling on the floor....still got some minor minor part on my body....like my shoulder, my patella wiv some blue-black, my foot some of the epidermis part hav peeled off due to the friction...we r dancing in barefoot....well, injuries is normal in this case as every dancer sure will go through this kind of painful....NO PAIN NO GAIN wad~~~


GANBATTE TO ALL THE DANCERS~~~~^^

i need a break...

i think...

i need a long break....

yes, i was kinda blue today,

i'm tired...

i'm having bodyache as yesterday practised dance so hard....

when i was in the room,

it has started to rain...

rainy day make me even blue...

suddenly,

i miss everything out in a sudden...

while listening to the music...

i think other uni student is having their mid-sem break currently...

but i hav to stay in hostel till the next week....

it's already second week i dont go home, next week either...

i cant even make it a day by the time i'm staying so near....

:'(

i wanna go home~~~

Gathering at hostel's cafe doing assignment for hubungan etnik....sigh, cant manage to find any....i'm soooo sleepy......edi ten something now, but still i'm struggling wiv assignment, then later gona wash cloths sumore.....

Juz now mommy called, she told me dat dis weekend they will go melaka for a one day trip....so sad i couldnt follow coz sat morning i got class for anatomy..after dat gonna go to bangi ukm for dance practice.....sunday as well....dance practice.......means dis whole week i couldnt go home....i wanna go home....T.T

Sigh, suddenly juz so many assignments and presentation come to me in one shot...who say uni life is easy for a stpm holder??bullshit!!

let's c wad's assignments i'm engaged wiv....
~time management (both assignment n presentation)
~English (both presentation n project paper)
~hubungan etnik (presentation)

OH GOSHHHHH~~~~~seriously dunno wad to do now??mid-sem exam summore....n i got no mid-sem break.....can u imagine dat i hav to go for lecture classes at bangi everyday, tutorials n lab report once a week(tutorial might be more), n all the assignments i engaged wiv, my mid-sem test, n the dance practice.....

I'm tired~~~~i'm so sleepy now......who can borrow me a shoulder??T.T

~I miss u~

'This' is the feeling of missing someone.......

part of my 'life' in ukm...^^

~i'm so gonna intro my buddy, wei nee......hehe, she's a nice senior oo....^^so glad to know her...^^thanks for everything...^^

~wen san senior n i.....can chat a lot wiv her as both of us r talkative...haha...^^

~me n hui jun senior....oso can talk a lot wiv her.........girl+girl=non-stop talking...haha...:P

~xiao xu senior n i....dis is LY's buddy.....look like one of my form 6 classmate....nice senior...^^

~jia qi senior n i....she seriously guide us a lot since we enter uni despite her hectic work....thanks 4 everything, n not to forget to mention dat she is my half buddy~^^

~opps, forgot to take wiv male seniors tim....lolz, pai seh......haha, conclusion, all forensics seniors baik-baik belaka....^^

~me....when having 'family day'....can bake cake edi....my hair!!!!urgh!!!!!!

~me, after doing 'hair rebonding' with flour, kononnya~~~~ washed out all the harden flour....dunno drop how many hairs dat day....

~5 golden flowers r doing their tutorial in TUN SRI LANANG LIBRARY...

~me in labcoat, after finish my lab work....^^the labcoat juz too big for me coz it's not mine...mine de still wiv the auntie, still progressing......n my goggles....which is absence in my photo.....haha, i seriosuly dare not to wear that to take photo n post it up to my blog....coz i look like CRAZYFROG!!!hahaha.....XD

That's all for today~~~Good day to all the readers!^^

week review...

fiu....again friday is almost reach..time flies obviously, i'll be having my mid-term exam in 3 weeks time but still, i haven start revising, i still cant cope n even catch up wad has been taught by all the lectures......gosh~~~~gonna find my time to complete all the tasks...

Well, another happy thing for me is i managed to pass the audition....wad audition??singing audition??NO NO NO~~~dis time isn't singing, but DANCING...haha...actually there is a story behind it..

Audition dat day, i was having family day wiv all the forensics students n staffs in Zoo Negara..the trip end at 3.00pm, by the time the audition start at 12pm??the timing crash 99 obviously...but still i went for it....when i reached the audition hall, it's edi 4.00pm++, n the audition is going to start in half an hour time....the teacher asked me n LY do the third part enough, which is the talent show, meaning ask us to skip the front part as all the candidates has learnt 2 sets of dance few hours ago.....i juz WAD!?OMG~~~~then i fast fast find my fren teach us the two sets of dances within 10 minutes i think....of coz, we r the last group, so i manage to curi tengok n puzzle every steps up....

I couldnt say i manage to do it perfectly, but i can say i hav tried my best...

I remember when it's my turn, i was nervous for the talent show coz it's solo. n u hav to shake in front of the candidates n judges n all the personnel wiv the sort like 'clubbing' music...well, at first i thought it wouldnt be a problem for me as i luv clubbing, dat's true...however, when the time i stand der, of coz i do shake, i din stun der n stare at them lar...juz i not reli satisfied wiv my performance cz i dun think i was PERFORMING dat time....first set of dance, so so la, of coz i did some mistake in between, second dance i luv it the most, the step is easy, the most important thing is ur emotion....in a nutshell, i was kinda moody after i finish the 3 parts coz i felt that i'll be totally kicked out as i did sux for the audition....ya, i was moody n blue, for a while...

Well, the climax has came...at late night, i received 'mommy's msg telling me dat i hav selected for the performance despite every single mistake i hav done.....i juz WAD AGAIN!!!?hahahhaha..........i was very happy, coz it's out of my expectation.i couldnt believe dat i was listed in....

So, now my resolution is enjoy the process...i know it would be tough for me this entire 2 months coz i gotta cope wiv my studies n the dancing....(well, i'll learn modern dance for 2 months, till the performance date which is drop on 11 oct 08, minimum 3 sets of dance per person)luckily, i quite into dancing, so i believe dat doing the thing i like will help me to overcome the stress exerted by myself.....

ENJOY THE DANCE TILL THE END, U CAN DO IT CY~~^^

i'm tired....T.T

I'm tired, i'm under stress, i'm exhausted...

Travelling is tiring.....everyday hav to take a kinda long double journey, bangi-kl....it's exhausting...i'm sick of that!

Assignments n tutorials r coming in....keeps on going.....n the IO, seriously make us very very tired...

This morning i seriously almost lose my control, i scare my tears juz drop out of my control....i cursed in the cafe like siao po, i was angry wiv every single stupid things!!!i got no time to read all the notes given out, i got no time to flip my text bk, i got no time to do my assignment which the due date is getting nearer n nearer. every night r engaged wiv college's activities n some other things which r not related to me i would like to say. we dun even hav the time to take bath n hav our dinner but hav to attend the activities right after we got down from the bus after back from bangi!!!dun ask me y i got the time to blog, because i reli need to find a way out!!i muz released it!!!i cant keep it in heart!!!i'll go insane!!!!

Things dont seem like go as smooth as i wish....i'm stressful....T.T

~~

Juz now daddy n mommy came over to my college n pass me the documents i wan...n i hav asked daddy buy a bottle of vit.c supplement for me as i felt that i'm going to fall sick edi...well, he brought more than dat... bread, 100 plus isotonic drinks n some panadols, juz in case i hav a severe headache later....i appreciate a lot, thanks daddy mommy^^

Sigh, i miss my mommy's dishes....i miss 'siu mai', i miss tv, i miss my brothers, i miss every single thing that i nvr missed b4......

dat's how i look when i'm serious studying~

~me, wiv specky look, n my winnie the pooh pyjamas....hahhahaha!!!:p

~due to the 'speed' that lectures show to us, (the organic chem. lecturer drift can?oh gosh!!!!)i gonna google the notes that i hav missed out on the internet, juz like self-study...sigh, then wad's the points i go for lecture class??

~well, quite hectic dis week....i hav rejected all the job offer that jess offered me for two weeks...the salary is very high, one hour at least got 20-30 bucks de...i hav to drop that somehow due to the class replacement n my evening classes...n i hav calculated, i 'witness' rm680 juz fly away like dat, n i oni gotta work for 32 hours!!!!!how sad was dat!!!!maybe, i'm destinied not to hav extra money for the time being....sigh....

~so, hopefully the proverb is true, it goes like dis:"sai weng shi ma, yan zhi fei fu", sorry, counldt type mandarin here...the meaning something like u missed out something, but there is better things come to u...in a nutshell, is something to do wiv 'give' n take'....GOD is fair rite?

~k, go back to my in-or. tutorial, then quiz for physiology tml!!!!man, i'm juz so sleepy now....

!!!!

urgh!!!!!!!!i'm going to fail my organic chem!!!!!!!!

低调的酒红色~

又把头发染色了。。。
之前的亮橙红在主人没细心的照料下，
变成有点*海鲜*的颜色了。。。

昨天，
把头发修了；
今天，
把头发染了。。。

染成了低调的酒红色。。。


**俗称的LALA。

2nd week of uni life~~~

Well, 2nd week slightly better than 1st week, juz slightly....still missed some classes though...but we did go for lecture relatively more than last week.....

Now the problem that keeps on spinning round my head is the financial problem....coz buy uni text books seriously need lots of money, they r juz very costly to me....plus, all those text book might oni use for one sem...so x worth lo....so i hav called up my former chem teacher n some seniors to do some research...conclusion, search in library n photocopy it....well, that's another problem for me too....the books i wan most probably oni can get in bangi campus, ya, i do back to bangi everyday, but we wouldnt stay there for so long, after lecture class finish, we'll back within half an hour when the bus has arrived.if i wanna stay, i gotta discuss wiv my course rep. n i'll make others stay wiv me too...

u guys know wad, forensics student all r so blur as we always travel here n der, not reli updated as fast as others who study in kl campus one...sigh, we still haven go for the library kursus yet........gosh!!!!y we so slowwwww~~~~~~how to study properly leh??!!!dis one seriously make me sooooooo frussssss lo!!!!!!!!!

Well, i still some gd news de...like i found dat my eng, anatomy, n physiology's lecturer very interesting lo.....

Eng>>it's fun when there is open discussion..i luv it a lot...

Anatomy>>Dr.K.O is a very gd lecture i would like to say...the very first time i attend his lecture, oni i found dat i'm like a forensic student, where he transform his own experience in forensics field to the content of the lesson, make it more fun n interesting....i cant c anyone is holding pen to jot down wad's on the screen, but listen very carefully like we'll miss the climax whenever our mind flew away.... others like inorganic chem, organic chem n biochem still make me feel like i'm in form 6....

Physiology>>err, dis one i oni think is interesting whenever Dr.Linda show us all the post-mortem pic...haha....ya, it's very geli, no doubt...but it's intersting n errr....no suitable word...lolz...

For the time being, i juz hope that the management of forensics dis course will get improve, if not we as a student can be very suffer as we got no time to study due to the travelling...n plz dun postpone class again, now we hav to replace all the classes on saturday le.....

wish that everything will go it dat way, as smooth as possible...^^

~BON ODORI 2008~

Thought wanna hav a reli gd rest at home for two days after got back from college, somehow, the first day i reached home, i edi went out wiv nick till early in the morning....lolz....dat day was friday nite, after i settle my ptptn loan stuff it's already 10.30pm++, then i go for a movie wiv nick at ts, watching 12.40pm JOURNEY TO THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH....it's a gd movie overall...quite interesting.....of coz b4 dat we spent our time pooling.....2 rounds of pool, n met sean for few minutes...^^

Reached home at 2am something.....next day morning, suddenly decided to attend to the BON ODORI which held in shah alam, panasonic stadium....i heard lots of johannians r going too....BUT, in the end i end up dancing, cam-whore n sitting der wiv nick, cat n arif...i did meet some of them...like i met danson, shen hoong n some who i dunno, n i dun think they know me either...lolz....pai seh...:p

It took me about one hour to travel from sentul ktm to shah alam ktm....kinda a long journey....
I hav spent the one hour revising my pysiology note that Dr.Linda gav out dat day....well, till today still haven finish though....n later i gonna rush back to college before 4pm....to practise the dance for the judgement night...urgh!!!!!!


~inside the shuttle bus, heading to the stadium....OKAY, READY READERS?LET'S GO~~~~

~Well, the sky view is nice...^^

~the crowd start increasing, the atmosphere start boiling up....

~me n cat....we r so damn hungry....were there to hunt for our meal...lolz, not MALE okay...:p

~so many ppl....gotta que up~~~~

~OMG, when oni our turn to get our fooodddd~~~~~

~i'm starving!!!!finally, CY : itadakimase......yummy, so delicious oo......^^haha, i shud say: oyishi~~~~

~so many ppl hor....chinese, malay, indian not reli, n japanese of coz.....^^

~the crowd is doing the japanese cultural dance together....so enjoy~~~

~another suprise, i met wiv my lovely pet sis, tze ying...so happy seeing her....miss her a lot de, muackss~^^

cam-whore session start, lolz...pardon me~~

~cat n i...be strong girl...^^

~tze ying n i....gd luck in ur future undertakings ya sis...^^

~errrr, perasan for a while dat nite..lolz....*bluek*

~aww, i luv dis the most........me n sista~~~

~randomly....

~another perasan.....perhaps i shud say another 'randomly'?lolz....mind me~~

~okla, i admit, anotehr perasan one....hohohoohoh~~~

~sendiri tahu siapa kacau-kacau di belakang.....:p

~me n a japanese girl....she is sooooo KAWAAI NEEE~~~~~

~me, tze ying sis n nick, all in black, all ex from titiwangsa school....err, titiwangsa girl school, to be exact...lolz, sorry nick....i know u're not girl, obviously....:p

~sista gonna leave le....another pic before we seperate again....^^

~me n cat......before leaving the stadium....

~arif (new board committee), the vice president of japanese language society, took over from me(old board committee)....well, the ex.vice-president's jap language is sux....abandoned for long time edi....pai seh ya~

~eng chah n i....my junior in school n japanese language society.....err, honestly, i still confuse wiv our exact club name....A)JAPANESE LANGUAGE SOCIETY B)JAPANESE CULTURAL CLUB

C)JAPANESE CULTURAL SOCIETY D)JAPANESE CLUB

no reward for answering it correctly ya, lolz....

~me n a japanese girl....err forgot her name those, something like ide or ida...lolz, juz forget about it....:p...she's cute though~

~me n danson, met before leaving....^^

~cat n i, inside the train....well, i reached home about 11.30pm......so tired...

N thought can hav a reli nice sleep....how cum my phone rang in the middle of the nite...dat time was around 1am edi....then i cook phone porrodge again until 3.30am!!!!y i did it again....urgh!!!gonna debt back my sleeping hours edi...sob sob~~~~

okok, enough crapping here, gonna prepare n back to hostel le.........tada everyone!!miss ya~~~

muacksssss~~~~