perfect woman~~

Ppl said, behind a successful man, there would be a woman he loves~~
I would like to say, sometimes, behind a perfect woman, there would be a man she loves too~~

I aint perfect for everyone, but HE makes me perfect, at least for myself....=)

the recent me~~

The recent me??


~still love to cium-cium her ah moi~~

~still love to do those silly pose~~

~face still that round and big....=.=.....

~loves her braces a lot....haha...^o^

~loves to smile wide without k bout the braces...

~trying to be more feminine.....*blush*...haha....

~still the old me where i think i've gained something outer n inner that i not really realized. But i know i've changed...thanks to all the disaster which came to me within this holidays~~they make me grow stronger and tougher....

it hurts a lot~~~

Dunno wad's the reason i came back to blog...emo i guess....
Juz back from work, juz settle down myself, n my legs seems like do not get rest still n roaring in pain....
How many hours i work for?
Gosh it's only 4 hours but it seems like so damn long when i'm at counter....
I din stand all the time, thank God there is still a chair for me to sit...
But the heels hurt a lot whenever i wear it......
The heels doesnt fit me at all. I hav size 4 feet but i was forced to bought a size 5 low heels as i really need a pair of working heels at that time..limited choice n there is no size 4 n i'm quite ok with the design everything so i just grab it, thought by adding whatever pad then my foot will fit in nicely eventually....added all types of inner-sole to make it fit to my foot....
In the end, i can walk in a nicer way but it hurts a lot....
What's the point of wearing a pair of shoes that u think it's nice, elegant, make ur legs look longer n slimmer n bla bla bla but it hurts and not comfort at all indeed?

Aiks, dunno wad i emo for.......

Lesson of the day: Things that do not suit u will only hurt u a lot though u like it very much...

the moment~

感觉，还真的是一瞬间的事情~~
很开心，不需要用那些勉强人的借口，最终还是放手，这个才叫真正的放下~~

生活加油！！

前天去了云顶，做了些疯狂的事，开心延续到今天~~
偶尔抛开一切疯一天，原来也是mentally的一种休息~

生活再加油！^^

陷在回忆里面~

不要知道答案，是不是更好~
老早作了选择，但为什么知道后却那么伤心~
回忆涌现，开始到结束原来不曾模糊过~
结局只是让我觉得那么的可惜~
‘它’不曾在我身边逗留过~
我的另一扇窗呢？
我想是上面的太忙碌了吧~
我的小case被他们丢进waiting list了～
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movies~

最近一直都在ppstream翻回旧片来看~
以前都喜欢看周星驰的搞笑片，现在这类型的片却打动不了我，反而以前怎么看也看不明的文艺片让我深陷了。

记得最先接触的是《星语心愿》和《心动》，也是n年前的事了。。。
过后有一排都没看这种两小时的电影，反而追看连续剧~
后来有了ppstream，无聊时就会翻旧片看~
还真的发现了不少宝~
刚看完《如果。爱》，看完后，没话说~
我想，‘没话说’的定义是一种境界，没有得评论，是太好了吗？
演得太细腻了。一个拥抱，一个眼神，一滴眼泪，一句简短对白，都说进心坎里~



~永远爱你的，是你自己~

~现实的诱惑vs爱情的？？（我也想不到要放什么）。。。现实说：‘爱能喂饱你吗？’；爱情说：‘我以为有爱就够了？’。

好一个‘以为’，是‘疑问’？还是‘反问’？

~爱情里面，会找到‘复仇’，但往往伤害了曾经让你心碎的人后，才发现自己还是以前的自己，那个不忍心把对方伤害的自己~多傻啊！

另一部让我‘哇’的，就是‘色戒’。。。无可否认，床戏是个卖点。

令我印象深刻的，是汤唯说了一句：‘三年前你可以的，为什么不？’~

~《黑皮书》，让你知道，不能全相信你所看到与听到的，外面的世界是险恶的可以~这部戏不能说十分精彩，但它就是会让你静静地看完~

~《傲慢与偏见》，我也不晓得为什么会放这上来，因为看完了也没有很明。还有，它是第一部看着字幕也不是很懂的戏，用词很深。我觉得需要再找一天好好看过一遍，再慢慢消化，应该会很累人的~

~无可否认，setting很美，就像《断背山》的setting一样~

其实还后很多不错的片子，个人推荐《画皮》，《花木兰》。故事围绕的莫过于爱情，但我觉得它好看是因为。。。它们就好像实实在在，发生在我们四周一样~

first step always the hardest~

Y am i sad??
Y am i so k about it??
By the time i've got no rights to do, to feel anything of it!!!
Can it fade faster??
SHIT!!!!!
I'm juz ntg....=(
God, plz stop fooling around wiv me anymore....
my heart can no longer withstand the feeling of heartache everytime when i c something dat i dun wish too...
Conclusion, i know i'm the one who is always psycho about that, so shud i said i deserved it?? deserved for being so kepo?
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thought i've decided n hav the determination in doing it, somehow first step always the hardest~~=(


ok, i'm not happy after all.......=(

braced~~

Finally, finally my dream has come true where i've got my braces done....well, it's kinda funny as i categorized it as my dream~~~haha, YES!!it is my dream, juz that i wasnt dare enough to brace since i was young coz i scare to extract my teeth, i scare the anaesthetic injection!!!until one day where one of my pt dance teacher tease on my teeth, so i decided to brace~~~scared no more!!

So, i was lucky enough to get into UKM n become their student coz we always hav the privileged to get the free services, and bracing the teeth is one of it.....

After deciding to brace, i've go register at FGG and get a general check-up first, then screening.....and wait for next appointment......

I remember the doctor asked me:'Do u mind waiting for few months to get ur braces?','Of coz i dun mind'....(o.s: it would be better if we can start immediately...=.=)ok, sooooo....the few months he means actually is 12 months until i got the call from my orthodontist-on-trained......OMG, i'm sooo happy to get that calll, finally my dream is one step nearer........

First thing before i got my braces was putting separator.......n i accidentally swallow it together wiv my MCD fillet-o-fish burger after putting it for 3 weeks...n i only realized i swallowed it when i'm watching AVATAR coz i can feel the pain.......=.=*fainted*

Second thing, which is the most scary for me, is teeth extraction....i've extracted 4 teeths within 3 days...i nvr knew i can do this...n wad i wan to comment here is, anaesthetic injection reli reli reli reli FU*KING PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK, done wiv extraction.....i was happy coz finally i can get my braces few days later.....n sarcastic-cally, the path to get my braces was actually tough...coz while waiting for bracing that day, FGG has blackout for few times....n doctor once told me if the electricity still do no recover by 11.45am, then the appointment has to be cancelled....by the time, it was already 11.15am.......God knows how hard i pray juz to get back the electricity.....HELO, i skipped all my monday classes juz to get the things done on my teeth~~~n thanks God He heard my prayers....the electricity has OKAY at 11.25am, fiu... risky though........so at last i manage to get my braces happily...........

And now edi 3rd day of bracing, n i hav eaten porridge for 3 days.....but still not reli can c the movement of my teeth coz i hav grew older, age of 21 consider quite old to get brace edi....so doctor asked me to be patient to c the result...Gum recovery slow down already wad.....

Well, i think the next challenge i hav to face is another anaesthetic injection which i hate the most....coz i need to put screw to locate my molar teeth so that it wont move forward instead the front teeth hav to move backward....argh!!i juz cant imagine wad will happen to my delicate gum...put a screw on it...somebody tell me it's not pain at all plz~~~@.@

Neway, despite of all the painful experince, i hav finally get my braces, shud hav happy n be grateful for it........so i shud hav smile~~~but not wide, ulceration will start soon if i move my lips tooo much......

So, hav u smile today???i hav~~~~^^



~hehehehhehe..............*doink*