i wish.....

online for the whole morning, blogging, hanging around, uploading songs, viewing music video n etc.....music, again....hahah....will i hav the chance to stand on a stage n sing like her?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTZd6xry6aA
ok, end of dis year.....giv it a try......:)

~ because i'm a girl ~ by kiss

这首韩国歌之前很hit，现在应该也还不错吧！mv超感人的。。。相信很多人都看过。。。就是说女主角不小心打翻chemical solution，赔了双眼睛，然后身为摄影师的男友就捐了自己的眼角膜给她。。。相信大家都懂了吧。。。今天只想将它的翻译post上来，因为歌词很到位，完全是我现在的心情写照。。。

~ because i'm a girl ~ by kiss

i just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you
and then they leave you
this is the first time
you're special
I believed those words
and I was so happy
you should have told me
you didn't like me anymore
but I couldn't see that
and you just rushed me
although I will curse you
I'll still miss you
since I am a girl
to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man,
he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again
hey babe
the pain it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but i know
now i've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever i needed you you'd always be here
i can forgive but i cant forget
even though you hurt me
i still love you...i still love you
don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
to do anything for love and her caring instinct
i didn't know that
to be born as a girl
and to be loved
was so hard
although i will curse you
i'll still miss you
since i am a girl,
to whom love is everything
although i will curse you
i'll still miss you
since i am a girl,
to whom love is everything


~it's juz soooo true.....who is the composer neway?~

难。。。

第一次觉得读书很难。。。拿回一些试卷了。。。bio omg，paper 2才score一半，paper 1 okla。。。数学，满意啦。。。其他，不是很有眼睛看就对了。。。
唉，还是给bio老师shoot了几round。。。开始觉得bio很难读。。。我能不能call去mpm告诉那里的工作人员我不想考？
还剩下一个多月。。。一定要死命‘煲’书了。。。
希望考完后，妈妈答应让我和朋友去旅行啦，解压嘛！:p

Yay.......

Yay, finish my trial finally....well, relax for one day, say 'NO' to books for one day....

Well, after my last paper, 11 of us (li jia, pei sun, kok loon, wei loon, yi juin, siao huoy, wen shiuan, sook yien, siong voon, sean n i) go to times square to watch movie....b4 dat, we went for lunch at u-village first.....of coz, 11 ppls gathered together, sure got lots of funny things happen one.....after dat, go to times square n meet up wiv chai then oni go for movie....'The Invasion', not bad...shout for several times, lolz......i was so sorry coz my 'screaming' frighten wen shiuan, haha, lolz, darling, i did it but i din meant it......plz forgive me ok??hahaha.....well, overall the movie quite nice.....

After the movie, go for bowling.....well, it was my first time playing bowling, n my result sux la.....bottom 2....haha, call me 'queen of longkang'......XD! n i broke my nail....sob sob......

well, now very very tired actually.........dunno, tired+not reli in mood today....so, not reli talk much throughout the outing....sorry pals...neway, outing wiv u guys still very nice....next time ajak again ya.........^_^

希望。。。

如果一切顺利，这个星期六又有一个表演了。。。希望一切顺利，因为演唱歌曲是我很喜欢的歌。。。'jane', from serene。。。也许这首歌还新吧，所以找不到它的music score，那天会用classical guitar吧。。。整首歌只差bridge还找不到chord。。。真的要催我爸了。。。
其实爸真的很厉害，第一次觉得他那么厉害。'jane'他只听了两次，就可以弹了，还帮serene parts。。。想说服爸那天当我的pianist，但他都不肯。。。有少少的失望。。。:(
昨天在菱大姐的婚礼上唱了满多首歌。。。算是帮这个星期六warm up吧！在一堆不认识的人前唱歌，多少还是需要勇气。。。努力累积经验中。。。我现在真的很需要勇气。。。
当自己真的可以没有丝毫紧张的站在台上唱歌，相信成果会像练习一样relatively满意。。。也许在别人眼中没有一百分，但一定要做到自己满意为止。。。我不想每一次唱完后回到后台的第一句话就是：“arghhhhh.......我唱到很烂！！！！”
希望一切顺利，希望爸不要再说‘明天才帮你弄’，希望那天真的可以唱'jane'。。。
如果真的可以唱‘jane’，那么希望那天的音响不要像上次那样，希望那天自己能在状况里面，希望那天的feel能恰到好处，希望那天不要状况百出。。。
祈祷-ing。。。

Fr!daY....

Friday bio student got no paper, so quite relax dat day.....still need to study somehow....:(.....well, after finish schooling, oni 12.30pm....me, chai, kok loon, wei loon n sean oni will go for tuition at 4.20pm, so middle lepak in class, kononnya study...adalah, u c below....hahahha


~asked them one maths question, 'probability'.....this is the consequence....4 guys garu their head dunno for how long........lolz.....

~finally sean change his posing....i doubt is dat help??lolz....then sumthing funny happen...but i din take photo......lolz.....

After the afternoon session came up, we oso bla n av our lunch somewhere nearby our tuition centre....then they accompany me to sinma, coz i wan to buy hui's birthday present.....met ai yen n soo in the middle......

~two same bracelet, one for me n one for hui.....carved 'h & y' on both....

Finally, nite has arrived.....billy came n fetch me first, then followed by john n hui....everytime feel happy when i c them...........^_^....jia oso came for a while...hey, take k of ur throat ya.......

~me n our birthday gal......ying n hui.......muackssss.......

~ordering some fd.......not bad........promote promote naili's place..........lolz...nice environment.......reli nice.....

~hui is talking to john.....hahha, curi-curi snap......

~hui n i before leaving.......

~john, hui n billy........

~again me n hui......happy birthday in advanced ya..........^_^....luv u so much.....

After reached home, received hui msg :"Hui here...thx neh...i like d bracelet very much..u very sayang me, i reli can feel it..i luv u..haha..u tired le..sleep tight lo...muacksss...."

Haha, hui, we fren for ten over years edi, of coz muz sayang each other la....true fren is not easy to find especially after we grow up, so i reli treasure u guys a lot, my primary yam cha gang, my secondary sis and my frens in st.john...^_^

.....

预考进行到一半，很多张试卷都枪毙了。。。可能自己没有很努力地读书吧！读的没有出，没读的却出到‘五颜六色’（在乱用成语，哈哈！）
明天没有试卷，所以才会上来crap一些东西。。。不知不觉，还剩一个多月就是真正考试了。。。我竟然要在我生日的时候考maths paper 1。。。悲哀。。。
努力！！！下个星期的paper一定要score!!!!!!

Yay!!!

Next sunday will attend my best fren's sis wedding dinner.....even though my trial is still on, next day is maths paper two, quite tough de......but still i'll go la, to witness her big day....she juz like my half sis edi...^_^

mY BaBe.........

always ter-watch 'if that's ok wiv u' this music video on channel 71 dis few days......
fall in luv wiv shanye ward edi......HE'S SOOOOOOO ATTRACTIVE!!!!!!!
if that's ok wiv u-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9T8_AYt-Zw (the dancing is sooo nice.....)
no, u hang up-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKzEW8_Gs-M&mode=related&search= (this mv is very....erm....hot?!yea, it's hot....lolz...the whole mv's feeling is nice........)

Jane.....

在某人的部落格发现这个http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIevU1KpiBk&mode=related&search=
应该是新人吧，第一次听说这个歌手。。。这首歌-Jane，我觉得很好听。。。她的声音给我一种懒懒的感觉，不需要修饰，也很‘美’，很有特色。。。音乐，很好听。。。
我很喜欢看女生微微低着头，眼睛跟着落在琴键上的手指走。。。感觉很美，很有气质。。。
看看serene，就知道了。。。^_^

Fragile...

Today i spent my whole afternoon sms-ed wiv one of my best fren....i was shocked when she told me dat, she went for medical check up n the doctor told her there is a lump in her breast....she will go for a minor operation after her examination n the lump will be investigated in lab after removed......i truely cant believe dis will happen on a 19-year-old girl, n she is my very very best fren, knew her for ten over years edi...

Suddenly i felt that life is very fragile....i dunno whether i can defined myself as 'a ppl that've been walk past death' as i witnessed the tsunami in penang, juz in front of me...n i ran for life wiv my bare foot, n i clearly remember that my foot pain for two days...since dat day on, i changed a lot....learnt to be appreciate, luv ppl around me, juz do everything that i think is neccesary...dat's y lots of ppl out der said dat i'm a very daring girl....y?becoz i dunwan regret after dat.....

Sigh....but we would not know where we'll walk till as God manipulate all of these.wad we can do juz enjoy the moment we own now, try our best in doing everything.....we nvr know wad will happen the next second....

Life, for me.......too fragile to hold, too heavy to carry.........

Take k my dear fren.....i'll always der for u....anything, muz tell me k?