Saturday, March 29, 2008
dunno which one to choose...
when we're being tied by promises,
decision is hardly to make...
i know tml i'll be very very sleepy n my condition wont be gd coz now already 1.05am but i'm still sitting in front of desktop instead of lying on my cosy bed, hav my dream n waiting for the day to creep on me. Life seems like too easy for me wer i no need to worry anything, juz sit der n do business, open bill, accumulate my commission n ot n wait for next month salary...but who know actually there is stress too?stress wer u always wondering y am i sitting here n do things that i nvr ever think i'll step on?i dun like business, my fren would know, perhaps...i dun like sitting at the same place for the whole day, i luv to run here n der, i luv to mix round wiv ppl...the joy n glory of victory after all of the hardwork is wad i looking for, but y am i not doing dat?my life isn't 'hard' enuf...maybe the 'contrast' is small, so i cant get the satisfaction dat i wan.
i'm not feeling contented wiv my every day job...
i'm sick of the things, rumours n problems that has emerged around me...
i'm tired of thinking every single nonsense thing...
i'm soooo sick to think about my future...
can i juz shut everything down??!!
living for me is a stress too...
damn it!stress is attacking me again.....i think i'm still a lil girl that dunno how to 'walk' properly.
or wad i demand is too high, above my ability n over my limit?
or this is wad we call life?wer everything is undefined, juz c how we define n decide it?
perhaps, i'm too sensitive wiv 'life'....a life that i'm not longing for...
whenever i need somebody, y there is nobody for me?who is somebody?anything, i juz need somebody....
but the fact is, i'm all alone all these while....can i juz dun becum soooo independent?i'm a lady plz...i've got the right n authority to depend on something n somebody....wer is the mr.right?
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Well well, actually we not reli come for shopping, juz window shopping, do some survey first b4 we reli start 'shopping' hahahah!!!n we bought few things actually, kelly bought a bead necklace, i bought a 'normal' necklace n a ring, the design for the ring very special, dat's y i bought it...opps, forgot to take pic pulak, pai seh ya!!!:p
~reached klcc....i met my primary schoolmate oo, lee boon kim...but i dun think he remember me...coz i passed his working place few times, thought wanna smile at him de, but scare he misunderstood dat i'm trying to 'shot' him, wakkak....so juz let it be ba....
Friday, March 21, 2008
b'coz i want u
b'coz i luv u
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008
Saturday, March 15, 2008
do u know, become a singer is always my dream...now there is a chance for me to start the first step, i hope i can get it...^_^
Thanks to them (kelly, jeff, chai n sean)...especially chai, u has opened the door for me, i can c light is coming in, lolz, thanks my fren....^_^
Friday, March 14, 2008