sick of study!!!

so sick of study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
study physioanatomy seriously can make me throw up!!!!!!!!!

chocolate fever~~~~

~awwwww~~~~i love chocolate...juz top up some today....*well, ignore the things behind my chocolate*

~eating chocolate makes me feel gd, switch my mood to a better one....of coz, i suitable quantity...not too much, or else very heaty....

~however, it'll becum addiction if we cant control well, dat's y the chocolate i bought all in small pieces form, rather than one big bar...i know i couldnt stop once i start the first bite....:p

~well, will 'shop' more for dat...hehehhe....^^

can i hav one more chance?

when meet wiv a wrong guy, i rather be alone....

i'm regret........

i cried~~

broke down finally......:'(

bitter~sweet memories....^^

I know it'll be tired n busy for those who hav participated in the dancing...however, i oso know that every hardship that we're going through now soon will become the best part of sweet memories in our entire uni life, after 11 of Oct....^^


~all of us (21 ppls) r sitting down on the platform to do our revision for mid-sem test....we hav missed one train dat day coz toooooo many pppllllll...........horror!!!!sigh, the journey from titiwangsa to ukm, bangi by taking public transport sounds horror for us~~~it's very time consuming....

~we hav started the dance arrangement yesterday.....n it seems like more n more challenging....my coordination aint gd, so i gotta practise very very hard...sobbing...n seriously sometimes would think to giv up middle of the learning process....


~this is the 'colourful result' of keeps on rolling on the floor....still got some minor minor part on my body....like my shoulder, my patella wiv some blue-black, my foot some of the epidermis part hav peeled off due to the friction...we r dancing in barefoot....well, injuries is normal in this case as every dancer sure will go through this kind of painful....NO PAIN NO GAIN wad~~~


GANBATTE TO ALL THE DANCERS~~~~^^

i need a break...

i think...

i need a long break....

yes, i was kinda blue today,

i'm tired...

i'm having bodyache as yesterday practised dance so hard....

when i was in the room,

it has started to rain...

rainy day make me even blue...

suddenly,

i miss everything out in a sudden...

while listening to the music...

i think other uni student is having their mid-sem break currently...

but i hav to stay in hostel till the next week....

it's already second week i dont go home, next week either...

i cant even make it a day by the time i'm staying so near....

:'(

i wanna go home~~~

Gathering at hostel's cafe doing assignment for hubungan etnik....sigh, cant manage to find any....i'm soooo sleepy......edi ten something now, but still i'm struggling wiv assignment, then later gona wash cloths sumore.....

Juz now mommy called, she told me dat dis weekend they will go melaka for a one day trip....so sad i couldnt follow coz sat morning i got class for anatomy..after dat gonna go to bangi ukm for dance practice.....sunday as well....dance practice.......means dis whole week i couldnt go home....i wanna go home....T.T

Sigh, suddenly juz so many assignments and presentation come to me in one shot...who say uni life is easy for a stpm holder??bullshit!!

let's c wad's assignments i'm engaged wiv....
~time management (both assignment n presentation)
~English (both presentation n project paper)
~hubungan etnik (presentation)

OH GOSHHHHH~~~~~seriously dunno wad to do now??mid-sem exam summore....n i got no mid-sem break.....can u imagine dat i hav to go for lecture classes at bangi everyday, tutorials n lab report once a week(tutorial might be more), n all the assignments i engaged wiv, my mid-sem test, n the dance practice.....

I'm tired~~~~i'm so sleepy now......who can borrow me a shoulder??T.T

~I miss u~

'This' is the feeling of missing someone.......

part of my 'life' in ukm...^^

~i'm so gonna intro my buddy, wei nee......hehe, she's a nice senior oo....^^so glad to know her...^^thanks for everything...^^

~wen san senior n i.....can chat a lot wiv her as both of us r talkative...haha...^^

~me n hui jun senior....oso can talk a lot wiv her.........girl+girl=non-stop talking...haha...:P

~xiao xu senior n i....dis is LY's buddy.....look like one of my form 6 classmate....nice senior...^^

~jia qi senior n i....she seriously guide us a lot since we enter uni despite her hectic work....thanks 4 everything, n not to forget to mention dat she is my half buddy~^^

~opps, forgot to take wiv male seniors tim....lolz, pai seh......haha, conclusion, all forensics seniors baik-baik belaka....^^

~me....when having 'family day'....can bake cake edi....my hair!!!!urgh!!!!!!

~me, after doing 'hair rebonding' with flour, kononnya~~~~ washed out all the harden flour....dunno drop how many hairs dat day....

~5 golden flowers r doing their tutorial in TUN SRI LANANG LIBRARY...

~me in labcoat, after finish my lab work....^^the labcoat juz too big for me coz it's not mine...mine de still wiv the auntie, still progressing......n my goggles....which is absence in my photo.....haha, i seriosuly dare not to wear that to take photo n post it up to my blog....coz i look like CRAZYFROG!!!hahaha.....XD

That's all for today~~~Good day to all the readers!^^

week review...

fiu....again friday is almost reach..time flies obviously, i'll be having my mid-term exam in 3 weeks time but still, i haven start revising, i still cant cope n even catch up wad has been taught by all the lectures......gosh~~~~gonna find my time to complete all the tasks...

Well, another happy thing for me is i managed to pass the audition....wad audition??singing audition??NO NO NO~~~dis time isn't singing, but DANCING...haha...actually there is a story behind it..

Audition dat day, i was having family day wiv all the forensics students n staffs in Zoo Negara..the trip end at 3.00pm, by the time the audition start at 12pm??the timing crash 99 obviously...but still i went for it....when i reached the audition hall, it's edi 4.00pm++, n the audition is going to start in half an hour time....the teacher asked me n LY do the third part enough, which is the talent show, meaning ask us to skip the front part as all the candidates has learnt 2 sets of dance few hours ago.....i juz WAD!?OMG~~~~then i fast fast find my fren teach us the two sets of dances within 10 minutes i think....of coz, we r the last group, so i manage to curi tengok n puzzle every steps up....

I couldnt say i manage to do it perfectly, but i can say i hav tried my best...

I remember when it's my turn, i was nervous for the talent show coz it's solo. n u hav to shake in front of the candidates n judges n all the personnel wiv the sort like 'clubbing' music...well, at first i thought it wouldnt be a problem for me as i luv clubbing, dat's true...however, when the time i stand der, of coz i do shake, i din stun der n stare at them lar...juz i not reli satisfied wiv my performance cz i dun think i was PERFORMING dat time....first set of dance, so so la, of coz i did some mistake in between, second dance i luv it the most, the step is easy, the most important thing is ur emotion....in a nutshell, i was kinda moody after i finish the 3 parts coz i felt that i'll be totally kicked out as i did sux for the audition....ya, i was moody n blue, for a while...

Well, the climax has came...at late night, i received 'mommy's msg telling me dat i hav selected for the performance despite every single mistake i hav done.....i juz WAD AGAIN!!!?hahahhaha..........i was very happy, coz it's out of my expectation.i couldnt believe dat i was listed in....

So, now my resolution is enjoy the process...i know it would be tough for me this entire 2 months coz i gotta cope wiv my studies n the dancing....(well, i'll learn modern dance for 2 months, till the performance date which is drop on 11 oct 08, minimum 3 sets of dance per person)luckily, i quite into dancing, so i believe dat doing the thing i like will help me to overcome the stress exerted by myself.....

ENJOY THE DANCE TILL THE END, U CAN DO IT CY~~^^