i'm so sad today....

Today, supposed a great family day for me after so long....but she spoilt everything, end up argue on the dinner desk, n got scolded by her seriously.....i dun wan talk to her unless i hav calm down....my new year mood has spoilt by her...guess i wont hav a 'happy' chinese new year dis year.....:'(

Is money so important to her till she can ignore the happiness of a family shud hav??
Y she so stuborn?
i'm trying to talk to her, my bro tried, my dad tried, no use!!
her ears juz as hard as a rock, wont listen to any~~
i reli lazy to talk to her anymore, waste my saliva also....

Y she nvr think r we reli happy wiv the decision she made?
Is she reli know wad we reli wan?
Y she juz so old-fashion n nvr try to understand our mind...
Does she know day by day, our mind distance will get larger?
Does she know we wont take each other in heart anymore if we r not at the same line??

#If money reli so important to u instead of FAMILY,
will u happy if i reli got the ability to earn big money, then every month i juz giv u money, i wont ask about ur condition, i wont chat wiv u, i cum back juz to giv u money n leave, will u HAPPY? Is money reli wad u wan in ur life time only?? dun let money affect our family bond can??#

#do u know whenever u tell me, i'm lazy, i'm troublesome, ask me stay at hostel, dun come back home, i very hurt??#

#bet u would nvr know coz u nvr wanted to know#

#not that i dunwan let u understand, but u nvr open ur heart n giv the chance to ur child to access their mind, so u would nvr understand ur own child#


i reli scared one day if anything happen to me, i wont tell u anymore.....coz i know u will scold me instead of understand my problem.....dat's y there r so many secret between us~~~:(