dream or reality?where is the balance point?

Thought can get rid of everything n ready for my audition on dis saturday. Somehow today when singing k wiv ching ju, i hav received jess's sms, telling dat she got an job offer from dis fri to sun, budget rm150 per day, muz work for 3 days, cant skip.

So i start thinking, drop the job, or drop the audition?

I know u guys will doubt, y still i'll think which one to drop?i shud go for singing rite?since singer is my dream, n i've waited for so long, n now there is a chance for me, y am i still dilemma-ing?

Dis is the reason after i hav analysed....
1) i'm jobless now, money apparently for me is quite important.
2) the audition i not sure whether can pass or not.
3) If i'm lucky enuf, pass the audition, i still gotta go for training, dunno for how long b4 i start performing, maximum is 6 months. If no improvement has shown during training, then they will drop u.
4) Even i go for training, n got the permission to perform, i'll sing without getting any paid first by the time i gonna spend for transpot.(lrt n cab for double journey).The reason why is they train me for free, when i sing there i eat n drink for free, so obviously i hav to sing for free. After they think dat i'm qualified oni they will send me here n der, dat time oni get paid, but isnt high though. n transport still self-prepared, furthest gonna sing at klang.(that's wad the singer told me)
5) Public uni will reopen on 30th of june.Obviously my singing career wont last long eventhough i got it...coz for sure i'll further my study.....

Ok, finish!So, dis is life rite?at first it juz seems like so perfectly fit for u, u juz can go for ur dream as ur wish, somehow there is always something will block u in the middle n making u dilemma, dat is reality, stupid idiot reality!!!!

Dream or reality?where is the balance point?

Money reli is the root of all evils.......but the most evil is ppl. coz ppl giv the value to money....chi chung senior, u r right! we r all evil.....:(....wad a sad fact~