A letter to God

Dear God,

I believe in you, n i know U know me well than myself....
U know wad i need the most n etc....
So, i hav decided to let U to decide for me, the ending of the story....
Regardless wad the result will be, i would not regret...(am i?i doubt...)
I thought i would be strong for this, however, i'm not overall....
sorry for being a coward...
I feel helpless....:(

In a nutshell, i'm not happy after all......not because of anyone, but becoz of myself, the sensitivity within me.......

So near yet so far is all wad i can say....


yours sincerely,
~mel~