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自从考了第一学期的考试后，我打从心里想开了。。。
记得之前的post说过，我要发奋图强读个 first class honour出来。
但， no no no，现在想都不敢想。。。
现在想的只是稳稳的读完这四年，不希望中途被踢出大学的门槛。。。仅此而已。。。
如果我现在不是读着大学，而是做自己喜欢的事情(arts)，相信一切就会很不一样。。。
为什么现实都是事与愿违？

#When you asked for strength, and God gave you problems to solve,
When you asked for prosperity, and God gave you brain and brawn to work,
When you asked for courage, and God gave you danger to overcome,
When you asked for love, and God gave you troubled people to help,
When you asked for favours, and God gave you oppurtunities,
So, you receive nothing you wanted, but you received everything you needed.
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on,
Everyone needs a friends to rely on,
When the whole world's gone, you won't be alone,
Because I'll be there....#

The meanigful piece above was found in a brochure that was lying on my doorstep yesterday night...i remember that time i was revising my biochem for my mid-sem test which i was having juz now...n well, i think i mostly screwed up the paper again, YA, AGAIN~~well, not that sad edi coz i hav opened up my mind...i remember my fren told me before, try not to expect too high, juz enjoy our uni life besides study.....

After entering uni, i do lost something, but of coz i gain something on the other hand....dun said wad i've lost coz they wont be back anymore, the important is wad i've gained....i've got the chance to do somethings which i really like-- dancing and singing...dat's wad i wanted to highlight the most...others i think juz so so....

Well, life is always up n down, down n up....n i think dat my life now is kinda 'down'....maybe i'm still not used to the system which government applied to every local public uni?or maybe the course i chose is no doubt tougher than others??well, not to blame anyone or anythings, juz if everything can be smoother than now n b4, i would appreciate it...

another meaningful phrase i found somewhere : "People are like teabags, we have to put them into hot water before we can know how strong they are..."