i'm sick

I'm sick...whole body-ache....
mentally sick, mentally body-ache...
but how those suppose-be physically sickness will all become mentally sickness?
i was/am moody, i got no ohm to do almost everything,
i was/am numb to the things surround me,
i felt dat my body is pain all over the corner and side,
superiorly, inferiorly, anteriorly and posteriorly....
why is it so?
u will soon understand when u missing someone sooooo badly juz like i'm doing now~~

finally i do really understand the exact meaning of 想念是会呼吸的痛....
it's so abstract but yet u can feel it so real......

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上每个角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默都痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛




haiz, kenapa rasa macam tak jadi ni~~:(